May 02, 2005 18:27
wow...i really wish that things were different. Its fine the way they are now, but I just wish they were different. I didn't get to go to his track meet today, and I felt really bad. I really wanted to go too. Well either way...I don't understand why he likes me. I'm just...no likable. But I guess if he's with me, then he probably likes me! I don't really know...I really like him. I don't know....
everything is just so screwed up right now. I don't want to have to make up excuses to give him a hug. And I don't want him to have a problem with PDA. And I want to beable to hold his hand for no reason. Wow, I sound like such a freak. haha, w.e. I'm done now. Anyway!! Man, its been an eventful week I suppose. (no, no not really)I duno. My house is going up for sale...so I'm kinda pissed because I loved that house. I loved it sooo much and I don't have one anymore...
o well.
I love you! <3
VAL