im tired of all these "let downs"

[take_it_0ff]

this week has been such a crappy week and its only wednesday. i'm starting to get even more sick than before and im always tired and i can still never make anyone happy. but whatever im sick of these dissapointments i've been having with everything. i hate my mom, because of her my dad, brother, annette (dad's gf) and amanda (dad's gf's daughter) cant go to maria's (annettes daughter) wedding in california. my mom also decided it'd be pretty fucking cool to take all my clothes from abercrombie, put holes in them on the side to make it look like they were stolen and bring them back to abercrombie saying that they were stolen. okay thats a fucking good 900$-$1000 worth of the money i made this summer hauling ass at the goldenrod and it's gone to waste. most of the clothes i havent even worn yet. i mean i know its hard me moving out and all but the whole accusations of doing hard drugs and drinking all the time and skipping school are getting a little tiring to listen to...and me... skipping school..hahahahaha that's seriously hilarious i'm too much of a coward unless its study hall. man o man o man o mannnnnnnn
i have a 5 page paper for american history due monday because my group is a bunch of assholes except travis he's cool, if they carried their fucking weight in the projects maybe i wouldnt have to do EVERYTHING and make a mistake because im up until 12:30 in the morning working on it. seriously grow up and take responsibility. duuudeee... i dont even know whats wrong with me, im in over my head and i dont really even know if its all worth it...