Sep 23, 2005 16:51
well this is really weird..
i havent been on a computer since the start of school. in reality, i really just havent had time. at all.
getting to school at 6:30 every morning, then getting ready for the day in under ten minutes just to run to zero hour just as the bell rings, then go through the entire day, to then go straight to play practice which has run until so far the average of about 5:30 or later.... really is starting to wear me out.
im not going to lie, (lol) my voice hurts a lot today.
and im also not lying when i sat that today is the first day i have not had to do anything right after school. CRAZY.
the sweatshirts are cute. but really big. and mine is screwed up so im getting a new one.
i really dont like reading livejournals until like 2 weeks later because then you just kinda chuckle at all the stupid drama that goes on, instead of getting involved into it.
ill most likely update again soon.
cause this was lame. and im really tired.
so therefore it probly sounded a bit crabby.
and i promise.almost every girl, has at least one boy, for whom they believe they will never get over. but to tell you the truth i sometimes think it is almost just an excuse to cry. an excuse to have something to be sad about and an excuse to waste your time on something that isnt there anymore. but on the other hand, maybe i could just be hoping it was only an excuse.
ah the beauty of looking at things from every possible angle imaginable.
if i could ever ask anyone to promise me one important thing it would be to look at things not just for yourself.
because you really dont realize, who you hurt or help, and who you make happy or sad, until you really try to see it from someone elses perspective.
k done now.
boys will be boys.
and me.
yea ill be me.
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