apex

[take_a_step]

every once in a while, you feel like you are on top of the world. like you could walk into a room of strangers and feel loved or jump off the top of a building and walk away okay. its those times that you just feel invincible. then every other once in a while, you feel like you are nothing. like the little person in the corner and the gum stuck to the bottom of a shoe. these are the times that you feel invisible. then you remember, whether you feel invincible or invisible, the world is still going to go on, whether you want it to or not. tomorrow will come, whether you be alive or dead, happy or sad, grateful or ridiculous, in control or being walked all over. But the thing is that, the times you are on top of the world, the worst things could happen and nothing will bring you down. and the times that you are flat on the bottom, nothing really is going to bring you up unless you let it. something may happen and it might give you yet another temporary high, but then yet again soon enough you'll slip away. so really... are there temporary highs?? or temporary lows? could it be compaired to [in the same likliness as-] is the glass half empty or half full? No one has the answers to everying, except for God. so as much as you can search for the reasons why you got fired, why you won the lottery, why your boyfriend cheated on you, or why things just arent going your way... as long as you are alive, you wont positively know why something happened. you can have a clue or a guess, but you wont really know for sure. so for now, all we can do, its keep our heads up, never doubt, and dance around carelessly.

life is a funny thing.
so many perspectives.
so many headahces.
;)

and i'm sorry, but yet it still frustrates me.