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[take_a_step]

and so, when everything happens, JUST like you thought it would.
...but still you are surprised.

and when not only the person you thought would let you down, does, but also the people who you thought would always be there for you ...werent.

and when, it becomes impossible to make someone happy- someone who you would die for, someone who ends up hating you. ends up drifting so far away.

and when you cant figure out, for the life of you, why you do the things you do.

and when you feel like youre all alone. in a crowd of hundreds.

and when you feel like you've let everyone down. and you cant let another person down. and then do.

and when all you want to do is love. but you keep breaking hearts.

and when you feel like you want to cry yourself to sleep, everynight. because you dont know what path to take next.

and when all you want to do.
is just let go.
dont.

keep your head up.
and smile.
because when you believe in yourself.
you can do whatever you want.
and when you believe in yourself..
it is ten times easier for others to believe in you too.

and even if you only for that split second of a day.
maybe at least for that one second that you believe you can.
that fake smile might not seem so fake.