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I'm getting back into the swing of things. It's good. Very very good.
I realized my problem, which was a lack of confidence/self esteem that I had when I left school but sort of lost when we came back. I don't know, I just have terrible issues with feeling like an intrusion all the time. Which I'm not, I have to realize that I'm a fun person and people generally like having me around. I guess I'm even one of the more popular people, although it becomes a bit of a problem sometimes because I'm friends with so many people who aren't friends with each other. I just got thinking about that lately, how all of these people who I'm good friends with really don't know each other as well as I know them. Obvious things like that don't really occur to me very easily, I guess... I don't know. I just figured that all of the guys were a lot closer than they really are... it's just weird.
Haha. I just got an IM from Eric asking me why I always the butt of all of the jokes. It's cause I rule, is why.
damnedlunchbox: its all in good fun though
damnedlunchbox: they just talk about how they dont want you to jump off the mid hudson bridge
damnedlunchbox: so they were gonna tone it down
damnedlunchbox: but decided not to
Oohhh boys. Thanks a lot.
I realized my problem, which was a lack of confidence/self esteem that I had when I left school but sort of lost when we came back. I don't know, I just have terrible issues with feeling like an intrusion all the time. Which I'm not, I have to realize that I'm a fun person and people generally like having me around. I guess I'm even one of the more popular people, although it becomes a bit of a problem sometimes because I'm friends with so many people who aren't friends with each other. I just got thinking about that lately, how all of these people who I'm good friends with really don't know each other as well as I know them. Obvious things like that don't really occur to me very easily, I guess... I don't know. I just figured that all of the guys were a lot closer than they really are... it's just weird.
Haha. I just got an IM from Eric asking me why I always the butt of all of the jokes. It's cause I rule, is why.
damnedlunchbox: its all in good fun though
damnedlunchbox: they just talk about how they dont want you to jump off the mid hudson bridge
damnedlunchbox: so they were gonna tone it down
damnedlunchbox: but decided not to
Oohhh boys. Thanks a lot.