supposed to be in civics...

[take_a_gil_pill]

okay, so erin and i are in the library computer lab right now, and we just finished our interview/survey questions for this stupid project because it's due in like... two seconds...not really, but it feels like that especially since we need to have sixty hours of community service between the two of us and we have... like 5. well, not really, but it feels that way. and i'm feeling really dumb/ashamed/shitty because i listened to what somebody told me about something... without validating it myself, and i got mad at someone who totally didn't deserve it. i still want to talk about it, but now i'm going to feel like a total idiot when i do. I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY. i feel so terrible right now... but erin just titled her livejournal update "tracy is attractive", so i guess that makes me feel a little bit better. um, and i just have to say that certain people should JUST GET SOME FREAKING BALLS AND ASK SOME PEOPLE OUT.... but that's just my little humble opinion on a certain loverboy that was playing the penis game with me at lunch... who is not jon. i hope that narrows it down for all of you out there who didn't know who i was talking about... seriously, though...it's been meant to be for like forever, and it's so dumb that they're not dating, and i'm going to like devise some way to make him, stealing liz mauro's words, "profess his love to her". oh, on that subject, i love eating cake mix with liz and lizzy while NOT studying for the history ap test.... yeah, they totally made fun of me when i suggested it and then lizzy was all like, "i'm going to buy some cake mix before i drive home..." yeah, don't make fun of my awesome eating habits. but i seriously need to stop my awesome eating habits. i've gained five pounds in the past two weeks... probably because i am sitting on my ass being grounded and doing nothing but homework and sleeping...like ALL the time. seriously, i have been SOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired lately no matter how many naps i take and it's really starting to worry me. especially since i have been eating more fruits and vegetables lately and have started taking vitamin pills and iron tablets (to stop the INSANE bruising of my legs... seriously, it's ridiculous).... well, the bell just rang, so i think i'm going to go do something before erin drops me off after her sectional with amy....
I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY!!!!!!!