"and the greatest miracle of all is how i need you and how you needed me too"
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... our first competition is TOMORROW! i can't believe that we're already to the point where we're going to be performing... on the field... in front of a crowd. ahhhhhhhhhhh. i think that we'll do fine, but i'm just worried about people losing their heads with nervousness... and i'm worried that i'll end up trying to remove... someone... from my butt by the end of the show. BUT i'm sure that overall it will be okay. i just hope that this stupid rain stops... it would kind of suck for the freshmen to have their first competition be indoors. it's just not the same. and hopefully these stupid canker sores will be gone. my mouth has been numb all day from putting ambesol and alum on them, so hopefully it's not for nothing. it's just that they're right where i have to tighten my ambesure (or however you spell it) and after awhile, playing really sucks. but on a brighter note, tomorrow is ONE MONTH! heehee. well, actually, it's more like 12:30 tonight. i can't believe that he remembered, though. i am so proud. i'm so happy right now, and i can't believe sometimes that we're dating. and speaking of... i am meeting miss erin's dating partner tonight, if they have time after din-din with the family unit... evan, be prepared for a brutal evaluation! haha, i'm not really that tough. just affectionate. i hope evan's ready to be accepted into our touchy crowd. haha. speaking of touching, lizzy, i love dreams! so random. oh, boy. but i have to go locate my dotbook because i lost it earlier this week... and if i don't have it, it's "hello hypocrite". love you all!