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Im sure everyone of yall whos readin this knows what its like to be heart broken...well thats what I am. Me and Britt broke up last Friday evenin at 5:30pm. She came over to eat with me then left to take a final and has never come back. We're still friends....but thats prolly gonna be it. By the time she's ready to date again Ill have let go just like I did when she was with Chris T. I just wish we could have started out better and stopped missin the times we loved each other cause it was like...I loved her then I didnt cause I got heartbroken. Then she loved me then she got heartbroken...now she doesnt and now Im heartbroken. Im told she still loves me, but Im sry if you really do love somebody and are in love with them then you couldnt leave them. If I had a problem I would stay with them and fix it, but I dont understand what happened with her so I cant say what I would do cause I have no say so in this. I just know with things goin like they are im not gonna be able to hold on much longer cause I keep gettin hurt. I guess its like tryin to hold on when you fall in water skiin, no matter how hard you try your always gettin hurt and the longer you hold on the longer youll hurt and it wont stop hurtin unless you get up or let go. To get up at a time like this you have to have somebody else help you up and I need brit to come back. Cause if that person dont come help you up...you cant take it anymore and let go.......