On a lot of things
I hate facebook sometimes.
I get updates from friends, people I knew or met while in high school, people who I became close with and who moved away and people who are chasing their dreams, walking down what path winds before them.
I hate it sometimes.
Because I'm feel like I'm stuck while the rest of them are moving forward.
I know its not true though.
In my own way, at my own pace, I'm walking towards my own dreams as well.
It's a slow going, but it's moving nonetheless.
I just wish time would move faster at times.
I'm due to start college in May, during the Summer semester.
Those classes are essentially "cram" classes that fit about two semesters worth of material into one.
The thought of math classes terrifies me. I'm terrible at math.
But all I can do is laugh at myself from the thought of how I always tell people to chase their dreams and never give up and never quit.
And yet here I am afraid of a few numbers.
Fuck that.
I will be where I need to be to get where I want to be.
If it takes me a longer time than usual to pass those math classes and chemistry stuff, then fuck it. I'll just spend a bit longer than most doing it.
I'm not ashamed.
I need to reassure myself from time to time.
I get updates from friends, people I knew or met while in high school, people who I became close with and who moved away and people who are chasing their dreams, walking down what path winds before them.
I hate it sometimes.
Because I'm feel like I'm stuck while the rest of them are moving forward.
I know its not true though.
In my own way, at my own pace, I'm walking towards my own dreams as well.
It's a slow going, but it's moving nonetheless.
I just wish time would move faster at times.
I'm due to start college in May, during the Summer semester.
Those classes are essentially "cram" classes that fit about two semesters worth of material into one.
The thought of math classes terrifies me. I'm terrible at math.
But all I can do is laugh at myself from the thought of how I always tell people to chase their dreams and never give up and never quit.
And yet here I am afraid of a few numbers.
Fuck that.
I will be where I need to be to get where I want to be.
If it takes me a longer time than usual to pass those math classes and chemistry stuff, then fuck it. I'll just spend a bit longer than most doing it.
I'm not ashamed.
I need to reassure myself from time to time.