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Okay, so I ended up panicking and making my situation seem worse than it was to myself. Which I always manage to do.
I met up with dad after I caught the bus back into town and we had a chat. He was fine with me failing, that I wasn't given great expectations and that he'd even failed as well (though not in the same way). I asked him to ask mum to back off and give me some space while I think things over.
Which she's done thankfully. The car ride home from gym wasn't the grilling I thought I was going to have, instead it was a fairly normal conversation.
My earlier panic seems hilarious, though I do regularly have panic attacks when I think I'm going to be in trouble.
I really need to move out of home :| Hopefully the job at Ship Loads will be enough of a paycheck for me to do it, once I learn what's happening next week.
I'm still going to do that hiatus from my RP games. I really need a break and to get back into writing.
I met up with dad after I caught the bus back into town and we had a chat. He was fine with me failing, that I wasn't given great expectations and that he'd even failed as well (though not in the same way). I asked him to ask mum to back off and give me some space while I think things over.
Which she's done thankfully. The car ride home from gym wasn't the grilling I thought I was going to have, instead it was a fairly normal conversation.
My earlier panic seems hilarious, though I do regularly have panic attacks when I think I'm going to be in trouble.
I really need to move out of home :| Hopefully the job at Ship Loads will be enough of a paycheck for me to do it, once I learn what's happening next week.
I'm still going to do that hiatus from my RP games. I really need a break and to get back into writing.