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"The way I see it is why dwell on what he said/she said? Life is too short to crumple into a depressed, miserable heap on the floor. I'm going to be fine, and he's going to be fine. So we are working on a good, stable friendship. Like most things though, it takes time."
Quote from my last journal entry. I truly mean that, every word. I have been good about not venting frustrations on a public domain or even to people in person. I don't want to dwell, but it's hard when you over hear it first hand.
So it kind of hurts and pisses me off to find out that because of that I am being turned into the bad guy.
Thomas and I are both at fault. We are working it out and will be friends. I really don't to be standing in another room and over hear some one talking about MY situation. Just because I haven't vented every detail of my inner thoughts to you it doesn't mean I am not your friend, but that doesn't mean you can just assume that I am just fucked up in the head for the choices I have made. I'm not dumb, stop treating me like I am.
Everything happens for a reason, and if you are a friend of mine then just respect that I have enough common sense to make the choices I feel are in MY best interest. Just because I am keeping to myself and out of a public domain and not venting to large groups of people does not mean I am not hurting and sad about a relationship I had been in for almost 6 years is over. Anyone who saw us could see how much I cared for the man, and I don't want bull shit affecting our chances of being friends.
So knock it off. It's none of your business and not a topic for you to gossip about.
Especially for one of us to accidentally over hear.
I'm still good, just more than a little perturbed with some people, that doesn't mean I'm going shank anybody. I'm just a little disappointed.
So this is my vent, I am done and going back to being ok. There, *PooF* I'm back. -.-...