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I....don't think I was in my right mind for the past few days.
I'm not.....even sure what actually happened to me. I remember being in Hinamizawa, and...I think it changed me in a bad way. I think I said some hurtful things. If I said anything like that to you, I'm very sorry. I would never do something like that normally.
My sincere thanks to Nagato Yuki for taking me away from there and....fixing me. I was wrong. It was a bad place, and I'm sorry I didn't listen when people warned me not to go. I don't - well, I can't really say I don't blame you, nii-nii. I mean, you didn't know it wasn't a good place, but I'm....I don't completely know what I feel about this.
Just know that I still love you as my big brother and I'll come visit you later. I.......think I should spend some more time with Lucy. I hurt her deeply and I need to make it up to her. I don't even want to know what I must have said to her.....
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I don't really even know what to do now. My stomach still hurts and it's bleeding a little. I don't.......I don't think I want to be told why. I just want.......I just want to relax for awhile and not try to think about what happened. Because I'm afraid that if I think about it, I'll start blaming myself, and.....I don't want to do that. Not anymore.
I....don't think I was in my right mind for the past few days.
I'm not.....even sure what actually happened to me. I remember being in Hinamizawa, and...I think it changed me in a bad way. I think I said some hurtful things. If I said anything like that to you, I'm very sorry. I would never do something like that normally.
My sincere thanks to Nagato Yuki for taking me away from there and....fixing me. I was wrong. It was a bad place, and I'm sorry I didn't listen when people warned me not to go. I don't - well, I can't really say I don't blame you, nii-nii. I mean, you didn't know it wasn't a good place, but I'm....I don't completely know what I feel about this.
Just know that I still love you as my big brother and I'll come visit you later. I.......think I should spend some more time with Lucy. I hurt her deeply and I need to make it up to her. I don't even want to know what I must have said to her.....
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I don't really even know what to do now. My stomach still hurts and it's bleeding a little. I don't.......I don't think I want to be told why. I just want.......I just want to relax for awhile and not try to think about what happened. Because I'm afraid that if I think about it, I'll start blaming myself, and.....I don't want to do that. Not anymore.