Totally Not Updating
My lack of regular updating isn't so much because I don't feel like writing. It's more like I don't have much to write about. I got sick of bemoaning my constant lack of a girlfriend when I'm obviously not doing anything about it. Because I work overnight I really don't do much during the week. And all in all I don't really interact with people much anymore. I could write about what I think about. My philosophies and the books I'm reading and where my story is going, but that's just not really what this journal is about. My life is dead. I work all week and then I get fucked up on the weekend. I'm not making friendships with anyone I care about. I'm not meeting single girls. I just don't have anything to write about. It's not like when I was in school and stuff was happening all the time. Always stuff to write about then.
My car is dying quickly. I don't know if it's going to last the rest of this month. I'm considering starting to talk to Becky again and just be friends. I feel a lot better about the whole thing and haven't been getting that gut-wrenching pain feeling. An old friend from college called me yesterday, that was cool. I'm getting impatient with work because I'm sick of 3rd shift and I want to go back to 3pm-11pm so I can hang out with people again. I'm reading the Thomas Covenant series right now. I now have all of Lain: The Serial Experiments. We should all join my incredibly eventful life.
Things are going to change one way or another in the near future. And maybe then I'll update more.
My car is dying quickly. I don't know if it's going to last the rest of this month. I'm considering starting to talk to Becky again and just be friends. I feel a lot better about the whole thing and haven't been getting that gut-wrenching pain feeling. An old friend from college called me yesterday, that was cool. I'm getting impatient with work because I'm sick of 3rd shift and I want to go back to 3pm-11pm so I can hang out with people again. I'm reading the Thomas Covenant series right now. I now have all of Lain: The Serial Experiments. We should all join my incredibly eventful life.
Things are going to change one way or another in the near future. And maybe then I'll update more.