time to rant...

[taiyukai]

Ok well this one is to Derek... I only got to know u for about a year and all i hear about these days is how bored u r and how everyone has to schedual two weeks ahead of time! I DONT CARE ABOUT UR FUCKING COLLEGE LIFE! as far as i care is that u have become an ignorant little prick who comes up with all these lies! u make everone feel worse about

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Re: meh

[z6_9]

Ya know Jenni I couldn't give a flying fuck about Ben's nickname as for Derek taking it away it's just not possible if it stuck like it is it's not like Derek's like me and can get into other peoples profiles and change it he's just not that good I am :D.. My dad's a computer Op wat can I say...
I still ain't gonna read it cuz it's just little kid bs and I can take it im sick and tired of it.. I get that u're pissed cuz I noticed that he does single out Ben and I don't like it either and none of this started until the whole Ben and Dennis shit so ya know don't stick ur nose in it and u'll be fine as for Ben just ignor it all it doesn't matter wat Derek says for (no offence Derek i gotta say this) it my be Derek's group and most of ya'll listen to him because of that but it doesn't matter cuz I noticed that wat I've said has taken more effect on u guys then wat Derek's ever said because I feel I am more responsible.. I know I'm a pot head and i drink but so wat I'm the one that warned u guys about cat I'm the one that sticks up for everyone of u and I'm the one that's strait and doesn't give a fuck weather u like the same sex or not I love each of u in ur own way I will never single out any of u I will try to always be there wen ever one of u need to talk same with u Derek.. I may be being childish right now but at least u gotta child hood...
Tiff :P

Re: meh

[z6_9]

i know u couldnt give a fuck tiffy... i understand y u wont read it really i do... im going to say this again if derek would just call me and tell me somethings i will forgive him but i wont take back what i said... i used to listen to derek and agree with him but then he went to college and everthing changed... the one time during the year that he was over seemed like meeting a stranger i feel like i dont even know him nemore... i know im being childish to but thats my nature... i just want derek to call me and just tell me what been going on and just make it so that i know him again... i want to so the next time he doesnt say comming over to my house was boring and i dont want it to seem like im trying to be friends with a person i dont even know... we hardly ever talk and his lj doesnt help much at all... tnx tiff... im guessing that derek isnt reading the comments so will u just tell him to give me a call... u dont have to but it would be nice...

*~*~*Tai*~*~*

Re: meh

[z6_9]

Ya know wat this is play ground bull shit and I'm sick and fucking tired about hearing about u being pissed at Derek, Derek being pissed at Ben, this shit didn't start until the Dennis thing happened and get the fuck over it already because I see and talk to Dennis more then all of u and he could also give a flying fuck about Ben or Derek anymore so Ben hunn I love u but it's ur own fuckin fault Dennis ain't with u Derek I think it would be more right if u found someone more ur age not a 10th grader... Jenni u can be pissed at Derek all u want he aint gonna call u because well last thing I heard u still liked him and well he don't like u... I think we should just let the whole thing go and let it be water under the bridge and just don't listen to Derek still Derek no offence but get off ur high horse I love u too and u know this I just can't deal with this Kitty shit anymore ya'll grow the fuck up. I'm sick of it, it's old stop being so stupid...

Re: meh

[z6_9]

i know u probably wont read this but who said i liked derek?!?! fuck i have been over him for a long time since about i dunno ever!!!! i know he wont call i gueess i kinda knew but thats ok... i know im being stupid im trying to get over it so leave me alone if if u want to... i wont demand it because i have known u since middle school... thats sounds stupid oh well!

*~*~*Tai*~*~*

Re: meh

[z6_9]

Ya know wat Jenni I love ya but ya know wat u don't know me Derek don't know me nobody knows me ya'll know of me but noone's heard the full story no one ever will because I've learned over the last almost 17 years that people just don't give a shit. My sisters dog was poisoned day before yesterday and died we where keeping her at my house when she was poisoned. My sisters dog before that that we had for 5 years died last year because someone poisoned him. My sister Angela's dog died a week be for teri's did last year because someone poisoned her. A month a go a dog I had for 10 almost 11 years was hit by a car no one gave a shit.. So this shit is fucking stupid... O yea did u hear about that cabage patch kid that had fuck me on the reg foarm thing.. It's funny this is a really fucked up world.. and this shit is just some little kid shit so shut the fuck up already!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIFFY >:(
AKA GMT

Re: meh

[z6_9]

i would shut up... sure u would stop talking about it... and probably derek to but i wont stop till i hear from him which will be never... how many times must i say that i know im acting like a little kid but that my nature... i know its a funny fucked up world... and now that i think about it ur right i dont know u very well but i do know u at least from what u say to me... i really do miss u and derek i want to drop the subject but he stuck the wrong cord on me so i went off... i didnt leave myself time to think when i wrote that post or after because of school or other things... now that i can sit here with out any friends around i know i was being stupid i admit it... but somethings were true (what i said in it) and the rest was anger and not thinking clearly... oh well... i guess its another aspect of life that i hate...

*~*~*Tai*~*~*

Re: meh

[z6_9]

Ya know Jenni Derek doesn't want to make up with u guys cuz u're all in 10th grade and he's in college he says that he's sick of hanging out with kids and that's y he won't call any of u and I heard he made Bonnie cry the other day so meh to that... If u noticed the only "crowd" Derek's been hanging out with is me and I told him to stop being such a little bitch toward u guys and beating around the bush about not telling u guys that he don't want to hang out with u and more so he's being as mean as possible to u guys and u guys r so (no offence) stupid that u won't get it threw to ur tinny little brains that Derek wants nothing to do with u, bonnie, Ben, tiny, or stephie. and I quote him wen I this he doesn't mind me or Dennis for we understand the ways of the world push come to shove we know we have to be in the front or we will die hopless and alone like all the little people... See Dennis and I know things we've been threw the whole Drug thing we've been threw the drinking thing the cops running away stuff like that we know and we also know how people can easly use u and treat u like shit... We've been threw it all.... See and I understand that u act like a little kid still and that's jsut the way u r but Jenni look around u being childish is never gonna get u anywhere u're in high school deal with it I'm not telling u to grow up but u at least have to learn things like when Derek yells at Ben then just keep ur mouth shut it don't concern u.. And if it was something that I read and I don't like I'd let Derek know. But just don't listen to him. See he was singling out Ben for one reason because ya'll would get pissed off at him and he wouldn't have to deal with ya...And if u don't believe me then that's ur problem.. I'm Out..
Tiffy

Re: meh

[z6_9]

hey um... tiffy... i get it... u can shut up now... i sure did... oh and do u even know how derek even knew that bonnie was crying? i sure do because i told him... i know what u and dennis have been through and beleive it or not ur guys arent the only ones i heard about doing that... so u can stop giving me these stupid lectures and move on with ur life... i stopped because i talked to derek thats just what i asked for... and i asked him to reconsider to... u dont understand how my life used to be and y i want to b friends with u even though ur always mean and bitchy to me same with derek but not as much meanness... i wont bother telling u because all u will do is give me another fucking lecture on how i need to grow up and shit ... im tired of the lectures so unless u have other straight forward things to say besides this shit then stop talkling to me like u say u will... these r my thoughts deal with them just like everybody else who doesnt give a shit...
*~*~*Tai*~*~*

Re: meh

[z6_9]

Jenni u have no fucking clue wat I've been thu I'm sorry but that right there pisses me off but I know u don't care and Jenni the only reason I'm mean and bitchy to everyone is to show them how much I care ya know and I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be because thats me... And don't ask me y Derek won't reconceder I can't spell shit I suck meh... Ok drama time is over wait no I've got a few more things... OK u think u've been where me and Dennis r right that's who u where talking about well I know u where talkin about one of u guys alotta people have been where Dennis is started drugs at a young age been thru shit that makes them have to grow up.. As from me started drinking, smoking pot, doin meth, smoking cig's all at the age of 5 or 6 ya know y Jenni?? I bet u don't... My brother died Jenni I got to watch as his heart shut down u know what that does to a 5 year old little girl?? I bet not.. It truns them into me... I know u may not care and I'm not tryin to lecher u or wat ever but just because u think u know waht someone's been thru doesn't mean u're right and it's not like I don't think anyone's been thru worse then me because like on my mom 26th brithday my grandpa was shot and my mom had to help clean the blood... But hey the past is the past right? Yep even though I have to go to the hospital in an hour to watch one of my best friends die (he's in a comma)... Would it help if I told u I was sorry? Probably not but meh I've said it enough and if u don't get the point thru ur head that i wanna be ur friend then fine because until then I'm gonna keep on posting because well I love ya Jenni :D I've known of u for a while since u where in the 6th grade and I've stuck up for u ever since see but I've known of bonnie even longer and yea and stuff's... Stop with the drama... My head hurt's now I'm done...

Re: meh

[z6_9]

i didnt know u said u were srry... i honestly didnt know... i guess i have been an idiot lately... im srry to... thanks for sticking up for me ttyl...

*~*~*Tai*~*~*

Re: meh

[z6_9]

ok sweet we're cool now but the other stuffs (Derek) I don't know wat to tell u...

Re: meh

[z6_9]

I still believe in the saying can't teach old dog's new tricks and u gettin me to shut upwould be a new trick for I am old and soon going to die so :P pretty much no one except my dad and my computer can get me to shut up so good luck on that...