This lonely spiral I've been in....
Well, lately I haven't cared much about anything. Haven't done much of anything in school. Stopped working out. I hate this shit. I'm always so fucking lonely. and I guess i'm too proud to admit it? or so some people say. Well I said it. I am. I'm bored too. Bored with this town. Bored with this life. Bored with what I do. Bored with getting drunk. I'm bored with everything. I don't know what to do with myself. When I'm with my friends I can forget about everything. But you put me alone, and things just start eating away at my insides. Sure I can go out and try and forget about it. But it all comes back. and you know what? I don't think theres anything I can do about it.
Theres some people I know I just shouldn't give two shits about. But I still care. And I'd do anything to help them out. Maybe they don't care. or they interpret it differently. I don't know.
Well I fixed my car today. I cleaned the fuel injector and shit. She's running damn good right now. Still plenty i'm gonna do to it though.
I don't think i'm goin to school tomorrow. I'm probably just going to sit around. and maybe try to do schoolwork. but I doubt it.
Theres some people I know I just shouldn't give two shits about. But I still care. And I'd do anything to help them out. Maybe they don't care. or they interpret it differently. I don't know.
Well I fixed my car today. I cleaned the fuel injector and shit. She's running damn good right now. Still plenty i'm gonna do to it though.
I don't think i'm goin to school tomorrow. I'm probably just going to sit around. and maybe try to do schoolwork. but I doubt it.