my lovely and wonderful grandmother
Today I was talking with my granny and we were thinking about the future and I was saying how I loved working at the school because I got to work with the kids and see them learn new stuff and that I can't wait to be a mother (I know I'm only little, I meant in the future...) and all that stuff and she said that she can't wait for me to be a mother either because I'll be excellent at it and that when I do it'll make her a great-grandmother and she's really excited about that and it made me really sad because I don't think she will be around to get to see my kids. She's only 70 but she's really not very well and now I want to have a baby soon so that she'll have a chance to have a great-grandchild.
I'm sad : (
I'm sad : (