i miss her....

[tairries_bitch]

*KRYSTAL* god i miss her soo much! i wud give my fucking life just to see her face again. i cant handle this. i cant believe i even brounght this up. i am sitting here at this fucked up comp. crying my fuckin eyes out...i just miss her soo much. how is it that my life (which has no meaning at all) is here living while she is burned up in some

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Re: Sorry

[utah_coiler]

No apologizing, my fault not yours. When facing difficult loss that's what people always feel compelled to do, find who's responsible, I really don't have the answer, to me God is responsible, but I wouldn't go so far as to blame him. The only thing I can think of when I look back at all the people I have lost is that it was no one's fault they are gone, but that they're life had it's purpose and it's meaning to others. Indeed it is hard to explain and much harder to understand. Remember, neither you or you're life are nothing, you have learned and experienced things that others, like I, can only dream of or conjure in they're most horrific nightmares, and for that you are strong. You are unbelievably honest with yourself in that you acknowledge your weaknesses, most go through they're lives thinking they are something they are not, trying to be something they will never become. The important thing to remember is that for everything there is a season, so you must also not doubt you're strength, for within you and you're experiences there is an abundance

Love,
Paul

:)

[tairries_bitch]

i can only hope that u are rite.