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Back from the retreat and i had the worst time. I didn't think it was fun at all.. just kept smiling so nobody would think otherwise. Geez, after the whole "i wanna thank.." activity, I started feeling like crap and was crying for all the wrong reasons. Now that I've been back for a few hours, I still don't feel all that great. In fact, I'm feeling even uglier. People need to really get rid of those little pricks that are up their asses and stop acting like jerks to all your friends. I hate the way *you make everyone feel left out and like crap while you're all lost in love with your "best friends" and not wanting to snap out of it. Gosh, i just wanna cry away in some little box with my back facing the world. I can't even talk to anyone about this right now cause nobody likes answering phones...
i wish i got warm fuzzies every day. Speaking of which, i think i'm gonna go read all of mine right about now.. they really do make you feel a bit better