A little more
Ight well i gonna tell a little more bout this two-faced bitch julia, she made me believe were friends and used me so thats why i feel like punching her face in even more. Im actualli calm right now. What kind of friend is she if she doesnt even know alex's real name which is alexandria not alexis? And does she realli think that alex would have a screenname like "rotting bride" when shes a prep and a cheerleader for our middleschool?? that would seem a little wrong and suspicious.... and she says im stupid. hmm o well, blanca told me there was someone out there who would backstab me and i jus found out who. Hmm ppl are jealous and envious of me because i dont take shit from anyone and i dont let ppl take advantage of me. The sad part is is i think julia did that, take advantage of me. Now i dont even know if i can trust any of my friends any more....they have to prove it to me even if its gonna take a while because hey u can nver be to sure ey? ok well enough about that.
Wow! this is the earliest ive been up this whole summer! 8:38 AM shocking for me! when i wake up this earlie it only means its gonna be a long day eheh. I couldnt sleep, im an insomniac, so i watched thirteen which is a kick ass movie and very real and like my life although i dont realli pour my whole entire self out on an online diary, thats for a real diary to know. After the movie i put the tv on sleep for 2 hours and i slept like i think 30 minutes and woke up and the tv was on and turned off awhile after that i was still awake so i sat on my desk (on it, not on the chair but on it) and stared out the window it was still dark but within a few minutes it started to get bright out. So yea i hope ill be tired and go to sleep early today cuz i realli need to get my sleeping schedule back on track. I'd have to be in sku already if sku was in right now cuz highsku starts at 7:45 (tht means i have to get up at 6 or before to get ready, im slow) but my sister on the other hand would still be at home cuz middle sku dont start til 8:45. O well i get out earlier than middle sku does at 3:55 bsicly 4, id get out at 2:45 haha earlier!
Hmm ok thats all i can realli think of right now so yea i decided to put an entry in this journal cuz i hardly use it but o wells, i cant realli feel anything right now, i think my whole body is numb o.O eheh.
Wow! this is the earliest ive been up this whole summer! 8:38 AM shocking for me! when i wake up this earlie it only means its gonna be a long day eheh. I couldnt sleep, im an insomniac, so i watched thirteen which is a kick ass movie and very real and like my life although i dont realli pour my whole entire self out on an online diary, thats for a real diary to know. After the movie i put the tv on sleep for 2 hours and i slept like i think 30 minutes and woke up and the tv was on and turned off awhile after that i was still awake so i sat on my desk (on it, not on the chair but on it) and stared out the window it was still dark but within a few minutes it started to get bright out. So yea i hope ill be tired and go to sleep early today cuz i realli need to get my sleeping schedule back on track. I'd have to be in sku already if sku was in right now cuz highsku starts at 7:45 (tht means i have to get up at 6 or before to get ready, im slow) but my sister on the other hand would still be at home cuz middle sku dont start til 8:45. O well i get out earlier than middle sku does at 3:55 bsicly 4, id get out at 2:45 haha earlier!
Hmm ok thats all i can realli think of right now so yea i decided to put an entry in this journal cuz i hardly use it but o wells, i cant realli feel anything right now, i think my whole body is numb o.O eheh.