Supernatural - Girl!Dean Winchester - Can't Find My Way Home
Medium: Television
Fandom: Supernatural
Subject: Girl!Dean Winchester
Title: Can't Find My Way Home
Warnings: Angst, language, genderswap, incestous undertones, some vague references to prostitution.
Summary: This is for darling glassyskies . And because I love girlchesters, an awful lot.
In my mind, this mix is about preseries girl!Dean, about her raising Sam and then him leaving her to go to college, and how she copes afterwards. She's happy that he's getting what he wants, but realizing that she's trapped in this life in harder than she's ever let on. Which I realize is a lot of ~feelings to pack in one mix, but let's face it. Girl!Dean has a lot of feelings to be shared. Also, that's Amber Heard on the cover.
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Hard Times Come Again No More, James Taylor. There's a pale drooping maiden who toils her life away. With a worn heart, whose better days are over. Though her voice it would be merry, 'tis sighing all the day, oh, hard times, come again no more.
Never Say Never, The Fray. Some things we don't talk about, rather do without. And just hold the smile. Falling in and out of love, ashamed and proud of together all the while. You can never say never. While we don't know when, but time and time again. Younger now than we were before. Don't let me go.
Femme Fatale, The Velvet Underground. Little boy, she's from the street, before you start, you're already beat. She's gonna play you for a fool, yes it's true. Cause everybody knows the things she does to please. See the way she walks, hear the way she talks.
Start A War, The National. We expected something, Something better than before. We expected something more. You were always weird, but I never had to hold you by the edges like I do now. Walk away now and you're gonna start a war.
Anthem For The Already Defeated, Rock Plaza Center. well, they can take our bones, and bury them deep under the river. But we'll still be together, and we cannot be defeated.
Papillion (Acoustic), Editors. Darling, just don't put down your guns yet. if there really was a God here, he'd have raised a hand by now. Darling, you were born but you will die here. That's quite enough for me too, we'll find our own way home somehow.
Coming Home, City & Colour. Well I've been down to Georgia, I've seen the streets in the West. I've driven down the 90, hell I've seen America's best. I've been through the Rockies, I've seen Saskatoon. I've driven down the highway 1 just hopin' that I'd see you soon.
Lawrence, KS (Acoustic), Josh Ritter. This world must be frightening everybody's on the run. And I can't leave this world behind And my house is a wooden one and its built on a wooden one. Seems I can't leave this world behind. Preacher says when the Master calls us, He's gonna give us wings to fly. But my wings are made of hay and corn husks, so I can't leave this world behind.
Winning, Emily Haines & The Soft Skeletons. What we made, doesn't make sense. What's a wolf without a pack? Open your chest and take the heart from it. What's bad, we'll fix it. What's wrong? We'll make it alright, alright. It's gone, we'll find it. Takes so long, we've got time. All the time.
Running Up That Hill, Placebo. You don't want to hurt me, but see how deep the bullet lies. Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder. There is thunder in our hearts, baby. So much hate for the ones we love? Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
Something Pretty, Patrick Park. Here I am, where I’ve been. I’ve walked a hundred miles in tobacco skin, and my clothes are worn & gritty. And I know ugliness, now show me something pretty.
Seven Nation Army, Kate Nash. Don't wanna hear about it. Every single one's got a story to tell. Everyone knows about it, from the Queen of England to the hounds of hell. And if I catch it comin' back my way, I'm gonna serve it to you. And that ain't what you want to hear, but that's what I'll do. And the feeling coming from my bones says find a home.
Can't Find My Way Home, Alana Davis. Come down on your own and leave your body alone. Somebody must change. You are the reason I've been waiting all these years, somebody holds the key.
Kiss Quick, Matt Nathanson. She said "I know love, and it's all push and shove. So stop talking
and put your back into it." Loaded, oh my hands shook to hold it. I turned her body on, I turned her body on myself. Kiss Quick, I've got a line out the door Who all think they can save me. One by one they lay the world at my feet, One by one they drive me crazy.
Poison & Wine, The Civil Wars. I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back. The less I give the more I get back. Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise, I don't have a choise but I'd still choose you.
Fandom: Supernatural
Subject: Girl!Dean Winchester
Title: Can't Find My Way Home
Warnings: Angst, language, genderswap, incestous undertones, some vague references to prostitution.
Summary: This is for darling glassyskies . And because I love girlchesters, an awful lot.
In my mind, this mix is about preseries girl!Dean, about her raising Sam and then him leaving her to go to college, and how she copes afterwards. She's happy that he's getting what he wants, but realizing that she's trapped in this life in harder than she's ever let on. Which I realize is a lot of ~feelings to pack in one mix, but let's face it. Girl!Dean has a lot of feelings to be shared. Also, that's Amber Heard on the cover.
zip zip zip
Hard Times Come Again No More, James Taylor. There's a pale drooping maiden who toils her life away. With a worn heart, whose better days are over. Though her voice it would be merry, 'tis sighing all the day, oh, hard times, come again no more.
Never Say Never, The Fray. Some things we don't talk about, rather do without. And just hold the smile. Falling in and out of love, ashamed and proud of together all the while. You can never say never. While we don't know when, but time and time again. Younger now than we were before. Don't let me go.
Femme Fatale, The Velvet Underground. Little boy, she's from the street, before you start, you're already beat. She's gonna play you for a fool, yes it's true. Cause everybody knows the things she does to please. See the way she walks, hear the way she talks.
Start A War, The National. We expected something, Something better than before. We expected something more. You were always weird, but I never had to hold you by the edges like I do now. Walk away now and you're gonna start a war.
Anthem For The Already Defeated, Rock Plaza Center. well, they can take our bones, and bury them deep under the river. But we'll still be together, and we cannot be defeated.
Papillion (Acoustic), Editors. Darling, just don't put down your guns yet. if there really was a God here, he'd have raised a hand by now. Darling, you were born but you will die here. That's quite enough for me too, we'll find our own way home somehow.
Coming Home, City & Colour. Well I've been down to Georgia, I've seen the streets in the West. I've driven down the 90, hell I've seen America's best. I've been through the Rockies, I've seen Saskatoon. I've driven down the highway 1 just hopin' that I'd see you soon.
Lawrence, KS (Acoustic), Josh Ritter. This world must be frightening everybody's on the run. And I can't leave this world behind And my house is a wooden one and its built on a wooden one. Seems I can't leave this world behind. Preacher says when the Master calls us, He's gonna give us wings to fly. But my wings are made of hay and corn husks, so I can't leave this world behind.
Winning, Emily Haines & The Soft Skeletons. What we made, doesn't make sense. What's a wolf without a pack? Open your chest and take the heart from it. What's bad, we'll fix it. What's wrong? We'll make it alright, alright. It's gone, we'll find it. Takes so long, we've got time. All the time.
Running Up That Hill, Placebo. You don't want to hurt me, but see how deep the bullet lies. Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder. There is thunder in our hearts, baby. So much hate for the ones we love? Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
Something Pretty, Patrick Park. Here I am, where I’ve been. I’ve walked a hundred miles in tobacco skin, and my clothes are worn & gritty. And I know ugliness, now show me something pretty.
Seven Nation Army, Kate Nash. Don't wanna hear about it. Every single one's got a story to tell. Everyone knows about it, from the Queen of England to the hounds of hell. And if I catch it comin' back my way, I'm gonna serve it to you. And that ain't what you want to hear, but that's what I'll do. And the feeling coming from my bones says find a home.
Can't Find My Way Home, Alana Davis. Come down on your own and leave your body alone. Somebody must change. You are the reason I've been waiting all these years, somebody holds the key.
Kiss Quick, Matt Nathanson. She said "I know love, and it's all push and shove. So stop talking
and put your back into it." Loaded, oh my hands shook to hold it. I turned her body on, I turned her body on myself. Kiss Quick, I've got a line out the door Who all think they can save me. One by one they lay the world at my feet, One by one they drive me crazy.
Poison & Wine, The Civil Wars. I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back. The less I give the more I get back. Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise, I don't have a choise but I'd still choose you.