Tha Past weekend
This was on myspace but has been moved here.........
So this weekend was awesome...... it's sad to know that a guy you spent two days with treated you better than any guy has in the last 8 years.He me made me feel special beautiful like i was someone for once...Hes sweet kind careing and the most wonderful,creative,crazy guy i have ever met. When i was with him i felt like we were the only two ppl in the world it was the best feeling. It's like matt's an angel sent to save me yeah odd i know...But he brings out the good in me the part of me nobody can seem to reach.It's like all the darkness fades when im in his arm's.They say everything happens for a reason...I honestly believe in that now . I went through pure hell lately.But one good thing came of it i met matt.Pisses me off it kills some ppl to see other's happy i just wish others would let us be.Seems like matt and i have been going through the exact same things lately and for once we are happy. Why ruin that?? I'm not sure how long this will last and im sure he isn't either we're both a bit scared.And it doesn't really matter right now .What matter's is theres finally some light in my darkend world and its called Matt =)*muah baby*
I shall keep all of you updated until then
Love you all,
Jenn
So this weekend was awesome...... it's sad to know that a guy you spent two days with treated you better than any guy has in the last 8 years.He me made me feel special beautiful like i was someone for once...Hes sweet kind careing and the most wonderful,creative,crazy guy i have ever met. When i was with him i felt like we were the only two ppl in the world it was the best feeling. It's like matt's an angel sent to save me yeah odd i know...But he brings out the good in me the part of me nobody can seem to reach.It's like all the darkness fades when im in his arm's.They say everything happens for a reason...I honestly believe in that now . I went through pure hell lately.But one good thing came of it i met matt.Pisses me off it kills some ppl to see other's happy i just wish others would let us be.Seems like matt and i have been going through the exact same things lately and for once we are happy. Why ruin that?? I'm not sure how long this will last and im sure he isn't either we're both a bit scared.And it doesn't really matter right now .What matter's is theres finally some light in my darkend world and its called Matt =)*muah baby*
I shall keep all of you updated until then
Love you all,
Jenn