I need to update this a lot more.
*Im not dead. If you want to hang out or talk, then you should call me. Dont say that Ive changed or that Im not around. I just hate being at home, so Im always out. Just call. Dont bitch.
*My parents are getting divorced. For those of you who didnt know that, its been going on for a while. I cant remember if I wrote about it before or not, but its not a pretty thing. I think my dad is cheating on her. It wouldnt suprise me. My moms not doing so well, but my dad is always going out of town to "go to school" and he couldnt be bothered to call for ANY reason. Its gay. So I dont want to deal with it, and thats why I am never home. I feel really bad sometimes, like Im abandoning my family or something, but I know that if I were constantly in that kind of environment, I would become severly depressed again. And that just doesnt seem worth going home.
*On a happier note, Andy and I are fucking fabulous. He treats me so well and makes me so happy, its hard to think about my crumbling family sometimes. I pretty much moved in. Hes in class right now and Im just waiting for him to come back, which is why Im updating my journal now. I dont even think he knows that this journal exists haha. Hes not into these things like me. Which is understandable, but its nice to have because I will always be able to come back and look at it. And Ive had this thing for almost 3 years now. Crazy, huh? Anyways, Im in love and so is he and that makes it fucking awesome. The end.
*School is going well. I got straight A's for the first term. I was pretty satisfied with that if I do say so myself. And my parents didnt think I could do it. But I did. So shove it. People at school are wierd this year though. I find myself really not wanting to talk to a lot of people becuase they all just get on my nerves, aside from a select few. But I guess a couple really good friends are better that 500 shitty ones. Me and Jason are good friends now and that makes me really happy. His kitty had a baby and me and Brittany got to go play with it a while ago. Its adorable. I want him.
*Work is ok. Its not too bad, but its getting busy. The holidays are bringing people in like crazy. And Harry Potter is coming out this weekend. Boo. Its going to be insane. I requested to be in box office all weekend because its the easiest. Haha Im so lazy. I mean, box is more mentally straining though bc people are SO rude to us when we cant sell them tickets because they are underage or when a show is sold out...its not good. And the times in the paper are always wrong, and somehow the people in box are the ones to blame. Oh well, I dont mind dealing with them because when it comes down to it, managers are the ones who are going to have to deal with it in the end.
*There hasnt been a lot of drama lately. I am so thankful for that because I really dont want to deal with it. I mean, theres only a few people at work I cant deal with and like 2 people I dont get along with at school. Its my senior year, Im not going to fill it with bullshit. Anyways, thats about it.
*My choir concert is January 19. Be there or be sqaure. Its going to be a good one.*
*My parents are getting divorced. For those of you who didnt know that, its been going on for a while. I cant remember if I wrote about it before or not, but its not a pretty thing. I think my dad is cheating on her. It wouldnt suprise me. My moms not doing so well, but my dad is always going out of town to "go to school" and he couldnt be bothered to call for ANY reason. Its gay. So I dont want to deal with it, and thats why I am never home. I feel really bad sometimes, like Im abandoning my family or something, but I know that if I were constantly in that kind of environment, I would become severly depressed again. And that just doesnt seem worth going home.
*On a happier note, Andy and I are fucking fabulous. He treats me so well and makes me so happy, its hard to think about my crumbling family sometimes. I pretty much moved in. Hes in class right now and Im just waiting for him to come back, which is why Im updating my journal now. I dont even think he knows that this journal exists haha. Hes not into these things like me. Which is understandable, but its nice to have because I will always be able to come back and look at it. And Ive had this thing for almost 3 years now. Crazy, huh? Anyways, Im in love and so is he and that makes it fucking awesome. The end.
*School is going well. I got straight A's for the first term. I was pretty satisfied with that if I do say so myself. And my parents didnt think I could do it. But I did. So shove it. People at school are wierd this year though. I find myself really not wanting to talk to a lot of people becuase they all just get on my nerves, aside from a select few. But I guess a couple really good friends are better that 500 shitty ones. Me and Jason are good friends now and that makes me really happy. His kitty had a baby and me and Brittany got to go play with it a while ago. Its adorable. I want him.
*Work is ok. Its not too bad, but its getting busy. The holidays are bringing people in like crazy. And Harry Potter is coming out this weekend. Boo. Its going to be insane. I requested to be in box office all weekend because its the easiest. Haha Im so lazy. I mean, box is more mentally straining though bc people are SO rude to us when we cant sell them tickets because they are underage or when a show is sold out...its not good. And the times in the paper are always wrong, and somehow the people in box are the ones to blame. Oh well, I dont mind dealing with them because when it comes down to it, managers are the ones who are going to have to deal with it in the end.
*There hasnt been a lot of drama lately. I am so thankful for that because I really dont want to deal with it. I mean, theres only a few people at work I cant deal with and like 2 people I dont get along with at school. Its my senior year, Im not going to fill it with bullshit. Anyways, thats about it.
*My choir concert is January 19. Be there or be sqaure. Its going to be a good one.*