What does it take to get a drink in this place?
School starts in one week. How depressing. The summer is coming to an end which means that I have to start sleeping in my own bed, alone. It means that I need to straighten my act up so I can graduate high school and move on with that part of my life. It means that I need to become more responsible with my money since I only have $.33 to my name right now. It means that I might be moving because my parents are getting divorced. And I hate when it gets colder.
Andy is still out of town. His grandfather passed away and hes been on the other side of the US for almost a week. I havent left my house in a while which is really depressing in itself bc it just goes to show you how many friends I have to hang out with on a daily basis. Although, I have been hanging out with Joshwah a lot, and I like that since hes leaving in a week. That makes me really sad. Everyone is leaving to go away for college. I hate that all my friends are older than me and 90% of them are leaving me and I probably wont talk to most of them ever again. How depressing.
I took my senior pictures a week ago. I also cut all my hair off and went really dark with the color a week ago. So when I get those pictures back, I will be sure to try to post them. Im not really sure how to do that without a scanner, but Im sure I will figure it out. I hope they didnt turn out that bad. My mom said they didnt look too bad when they were taking the pictures [Yes, my mom was right there when they were doing the shoot. She made sure I didnt look like shit for these pictures that are going to cost us a fortune to buy...] Anyways, the point was that I got them done. It was a really wierd experiance for me bc it really was a wakeup call. This is my last fucking year of high school. I dont have another year to fix the mistakes I made the year before. I need to do well this year. I dont know. My first semester is going to be easy, but then second semester Im really going to have to work on. I hope I dont fuck up.
I have my In-Car driving for drivers ed when school starts. I dont really want to drive though. It freaks me out too much. Too many people that I know have gotten into really bad accidents lately and I just dont want to be one of those people that get in one because I really dont think I would know what to do with myself if I caused someone else to die or get severly injured. I mean, Andy FUCKED UP his car, but it wasnt even his fault. He was stopped at a stop sign and someone hit him from behind at 50mph and sandwiched his car with the car in front of him. Thats not a good thing. Its terrible.
Anyways. Andy comes home on Monday. Thank God.
Andy is still out of town. His grandfather passed away and hes been on the other side of the US for almost a week. I havent left my house in a while which is really depressing in itself bc it just goes to show you how many friends I have to hang out with on a daily basis. Although, I have been hanging out with Joshwah a lot, and I like that since hes leaving in a week. That makes me really sad. Everyone is leaving to go away for college. I hate that all my friends are older than me and 90% of them are leaving me and I probably wont talk to most of them ever again. How depressing.
I took my senior pictures a week ago. I also cut all my hair off and went really dark with the color a week ago. So when I get those pictures back, I will be sure to try to post them. Im not really sure how to do that without a scanner, but Im sure I will figure it out. I hope they didnt turn out that bad. My mom said they didnt look too bad when they were taking the pictures [Yes, my mom was right there when they were doing the shoot. She made sure I didnt look like shit for these pictures that are going to cost us a fortune to buy...] Anyways, the point was that I got them done. It was a really wierd experiance for me bc it really was a wakeup call. This is my last fucking year of high school. I dont have another year to fix the mistakes I made the year before. I need to do well this year. I dont know. My first semester is going to be easy, but then second semester Im really going to have to work on. I hope I dont fuck up.
I have my In-Car driving for drivers ed when school starts. I dont really want to drive though. It freaks me out too much. Too many people that I know have gotten into really bad accidents lately and I just dont want to be one of those people that get in one because I really dont think I would know what to do with myself if I caused someone else to die or get severly injured. I mean, Andy FUCKED UP his car, but it wasnt even his fault. He was stopped at a stop sign and someone hit him from behind at 50mph and sandwiched his car with the car in front of him. Thats not a good thing. Its terrible.
Anyways. Andy comes home on Monday. Thank God.