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ever had one of those days where you just kind of are bitter sweet? nothings really great. but nothings really bad. i dunno why im feeling like this because i had an amazing day yesterday.
the girls and i found an amazing house. like...amazing. no joke. its right off campus. its CHEAP. its BIG. (thats what she said) and he said theyve shown it like a hundred times and only have had one applicant beacuse theres only one shower. which will be hard (thats what she said) but well deal. im turning in our apps on tuesday. pray we get it because itll just be peachy.
i had a really fun time at dinners yesterday. BJs messed up our order and they comped everything, which was really nice. and i was just having fun like i used to. and it was really really nice. everythings slowly going back to normal. i mean as normal as it ever was at biola.
i wonder what life is going to look like 10 years from now. or even two.
the future scares the hell out of me.
i think i am going to make muddy buddies.
i wish there was never hard feelings. like...i dont really know how i mess things up but i do. i dont really get why all my bosses hate me. im really not a bad employee. like...quite the opposite. i try as hard as i can to be a good friend, yet people still get really mad at me...for nothing. i just dont really get it.
i dont know how much i want to go home for the summer. i dont have a job. :/ well see.
the girls and i found an amazing house. like...amazing. no joke. its right off campus. its CHEAP. its BIG. (thats what she said) and he said theyve shown it like a hundred times and only have had one applicant beacuse theres only one shower. which will be hard (thats what she said) but well deal. im turning in our apps on tuesday. pray we get it because itll just be peachy.
i had a really fun time at dinners yesterday. BJs messed up our order and they comped everything, which was really nice. and i was just having fun like i used to. and it was really really nice. everythings slowly going back to normal. i mean as normal as it ever was at biola.
i wonder what life is going to look like 10 years from now. or even two.
the future scares the hell out of me.
i think i am going to make muddy buddies.
i wish there was never hard feelings. like...i dont really know how i mess things up but i do. i dont really get why all my bosses hate me. im really not a bad employee. like...quite the opposite. i try as hard as i can to be a good friend, yet people still get really mad at me...for nothing. i just dont really get it.
i dont know how much i want to go home for the summer. i dont have a job. :/ well see.