slammed the door and said "i'm sorry I had a bad day again"
that just about sums it up. a lot. i just want to go to sleep so this terrible day can be over. here's my window to bitch so why not. and it's weird, because normally when i'm upset it's an odd mixture of attitude and hormones. but i feel unusally...sad. and lonely. it's ok, i'll feel better soon.
anyway, i must say that i loooveee TJE. our lyrical dance is kickass. like no joke beautiful. i'm stoked. atleast i have that to look forward to. and kickline, those girls have a knack for making me feel better. and mr.ferrante cause he's awesome and i'm actucally learning in that class. which is unusal because i have some pretty shitty teachers that make me maddddd. and i can't always blame some of this crap on them. or my parents. or my friends. i'm doing this to myself. i'm letting myself down.
the thing i can't change is how i feel about **you. even if you don't relieze it. even if everyone tells me i'm better than that. even if i know it and i don't care. uhg. i'm way too tramatic.
your momentarily emo lover,
jillian
anyway, i must say that i loooveee TJE. our lyrical dance is kickass. like no joke beautiful. i'm stoked. atleast i have that to look forward to. and kickline, those girls have a knack for making me feel better. and mr.ferrante cause he's awesome and i'm actucally learning in that class. which is unusal because i have some pretty shitty teachers that make me maddddd. and i can't always blame some of this crap on them. or my parents. or my friends. i'm doing this to myself. i'm letting myself down.
the thing i can't change is how i feel about **you. even if you don't relieze it. even if everyone tells me i'm better than that. even if i know it and i don't care. uhg. i'm way too tramatic.
your momentarily emo lover,
jillian