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Hyperventilating.
One of my workers just quit on me, and there's no time to train someone new in time for her two weeks to be up.
So I'm stuck at work every day. I'm not even getting the 1 day off every other month, (or if I was lucky, every month) anymore. And I can't even attend the class I have one day a week. Sooo I'm screwed. I don't even know if I can apply for nursing programs that are soon. I can't wait until I work a normal 9-5 job. Seriously.
Uncle Joe tells me how silly I am to be tired of school.
.. But when I'm out with a real career, I'll be making some money. And I mean, how different will it be from now? I mean, I'm working 56 hours next week. So really, what's the difference? Given, work isn't as hard as a regular job, but I'm still there all day. All. Day. Oh my god. I can't wait until our hours shorten some more. Getting to work at 2 instead of 12 will be so much nicer.
Ugh.
With the worker I have now, even with shorter hours, I'll be working a minimum of.. 58 hours a week if I can convince my other worker to work 2 nights alone. My mom feels really bad right about now, but I don't want her to worry. I'm indebted to her. I mean, I'm her daughter. I owe her everything. x___x I just hope I can have some time off with Jonneh. Sigh. I need to hire two more workers. Training is so exhausting..
And oh, you can't trust kids these days. Every worker I've hired in the past few years or so has been AWFUL. Only like.. two have been decently trustworthy (but still kind of screwups). And one or two have been.. passable. I can't believe how horrible these new hirees have been.
Ugh. I guess I'm just stressed because I just found out that I have a 6-page psych paper due tomorrow. And I work all day.. Aaand then, getting the two week notice from my only somewhat trustworthy worker. And today was my last day off for a long time. (Now, a very long time.) Just bad timing. All of it. Going to go read the article, go to sleep, and hopefully, I can finish the paper tomorrow without wanting to kill myself.
:3 Ah, life.
One of my workers just quit on me, and there's no time to train someone new in time for her two weeks to be up.
So I'm stuck at work every day. I'm not even getting the 1 day off every other month, (or if I was lucky, every month) anymore. And I can't even attend the class I have one day a week. Sooo I'm screwed. I don't even know if I can apply for nursing programs that are soon. I can't wait until I work a normal 9-5 job. Seriously.
Uncle Joe tells me how silly I am to be tired of school.
.. But when I'm out with a real career, I'll be making some money. And I mean, how different will it be from now? I mean, I'm working 56 hours next week. So really, what's the difference? Given, work isn't as hard as a regular job, but I'm still there all day. All. Day. Oh my god. I can't wait until our hours shorten some more. Getting to work at 2 instead of 12 will be so much nicer.
Ugh.
With the worker I have now, even with shorter hours, I'll be working a minimum of.. 58 hours a week if I can convince my other worker to work 2 nights alone. My mom feels really bad right about now, but I don't want her to worry. I'm indebted to her. I mean, I'm her daughter. I owe her everything. x___x I just hope I can have some time off with Jonneh. Sigh. I need to hire two more workers. Training is so exhausting..
And oh, you can't trust kids these days. Every worker I've hired in the past few years or so has been AWFUL. Only like.. two have been decently trustworthy (but still kind of screwups). And one or two have been.. passable. I can't believe how horrible these new hirees have been.
Ugh. I guess I'm just stressed because I just found out that I have a 6-page psych paper due tomorrow. And I work all day.. Aaand then, getting the two week notice from my only somewhat trustworthy worker. And today was my last day off for a long time. (Now, a very long time.) Just bad timing. All of it. Going to go read the article, go to sleep, and hopefully, I can finish the paper tomorrow without wanting to kill myself.
:3 Ah, life.