One tired M.F making resolutions
Gawd am i tired, but it is the kind of tired that is keeping me wandering, e.g i could have gone to the bus stop but i came here to type this rubbish instead.
i have tried boosting myself with No-Doze and other sources of caffeine but they aren't really working, which isn't good for an exam, i swear i could have just dozed off and drooled on my answer sheet.
140 questions is too many.
Brad asked me to go to a meeting at 11am tomorrow and i suppose i will drag my sorry arse there.
The phone is still not connected and i need to call my mother.
You know, it's possibly a good thing i have this journal or i would probably complain more than i do now. It's a nice little release eh?
Maybe if i walked home it would wake me up a bit, i fear i would fall asleep on the bus and that creeps me. i don't like it when people sleep on buses, well, i hope they are sleeping.
Isn't it sad that oversleeping seems to make you more tired than getting bugger all sleep.
And here is were i insert the resolutions, see isn't self improvement what life is all about?
lets see, there are so many things.
- For a start, yes yes, be supportive all you like but i am FAT yes FAT capitol letters really add something hey? yes, FATness
This is me------->
- hmm, i intend to be a tad more scholarly, as far as being more organised at least, although i sit on more than good marks, that is when i rush stuff, could be heaps better.
- i am going to be happier ----> :-) <---- that will be me. Because really, i have been particularly dreary of late and it has to stop, i can't wallow in self-pity forever. And isn't happiness catching? so in this case it will be fake it until you make it, and this time it's not refering to an orgasm. Bwa ha.
- Really i suppose just improving these things will bring more i suppose
- i guess i should stop smoking, even though i only do it on Saturdays, or when drinking, which i guess is something eh? That's the trouble, not wanting to quit doesn't really help. So many attractive people smoke though, so i should stop horning in on their hobby. By the way thats just cigarettes, Mary Jane will hold a place in my heart for a while longer i think.
- i probably should tone down the drinking at Uni, yesterday reminded me that whenever i go to the Unibar i end up rather trashed, i really should just go with the intention of having a few drinks. Besides, i will get more of a gut if i drink that much.
- A sad suggestion but i should probably be little more tactful in actually sleeping rather than scraping by on next to no sleep
- There are probably 10 million more improvements to make but hmm, any suggestions? Gawd that could spark some meanness
Ok well, i had better get started on those.
And what better way than to walk to the Psychology block, sign up to some tutorials and get some if the research stuff done.
Go me. not.
oh that's another thing i should probably stop doing; grinding myself into the dirt with comments. But i don't think that is likely to happen.
One last gripe; there are only 2 vending machines now that have diet coke - not even diet vanilla - because they have been taken over by Mount Franklin water and powerade, oh and normal coke, so there are only two buttons for it which is so annoying because today one of those machines wasn't working and the other had sold out.
Cursesssssss
i have tried boosting myself with No-Doze and other sources of caffeine but they aren't really working, which isn't good for an exam, i swear i could have just dozed off and drooled on my answer sheet.
140 questions is too many.
Brad asked me to go to a meeting at 11am tomorrow and i suppose i will drag my sorry arse there.
The phone is still not connected and i need to call my mother.
You know, it's possibly a good thing i have this journal or i would probably complain more than i do now. It's a nice little release eh?
Maybe if i walked home it would wake me up a bit, i fear i would fall asleep on the bus and that creeps me. i don't like it when people sleep on buses, well, i hope they are sleeping.
Isn't it sad that oversleeping seems to make you more tired than getting bugger all sleep.
And here is were i insert the resolutions, see isn't self improvement what life is all about?
lets see, there are so many things.
- For a start, yes yes, be supportive all you like but i am FAT yes FAT capitol letters really add something hey? yes, FATness
This is me------->
- hmm, i intend to be a tad more scholarly, as far as being more organised at least, although i sit on more than good marks, that is when i rush stuff, could be heaps better.
- i am going to be happier ----> :-) <---- that will be me. Because really, i have been particularly dreary of late and it has to stop, i can't wallow in self-pity forever. And isn't happiness catching? so in this case it will be fake it until you make it, and this time it's not refering to an orgasm. Bwa ha.
- Really i suppose just improving these things will bring more i suppose
- i guess i should stop smoking, even though i only do it on Saturdays, or when drinking, which i guess is something eh? That's the trouble, not wanting to quit doesn't really help. So many attractive people smoke though, so i should stop horning in on their hobby. By the way thats just cigarettes, Mary Jane will hold a place in my heart for a while longer i think.
- i probably should tone down the drinking at Uni, yesterday reminded me that whenever i go to the Unibar i end up rather trashed, i really should just go with the intention of having a few drinks. Besides, i will get more of a gut if i drink that much.
- A sad suggestion but i should probably be little more tactful in actually sleeping rather than scraping by on next to no sleep
- There are probably 10 million more improvements to make but hmm, any suggestions? Gawd that could spark some meanness
Ok well, i had better get started on those.
And what better way than to walk to the Psychology block, sign up to some tutorials and get some if the research stuff done.
Go me. not.
oh that's another thing i should probably stop doing; grinding myself into the dirt with comments. But i don't think that is likely to happen.
One last gripe; there are only 2 vending machines now that have diet coke - not even diet vanilla - because they have been taken over by Mount Franklin water and powerade, oh and normal coke, so there are only two buttons for it which is so annoying because today one of those machines wasn't working and the other had sold out.
Cursesssssss