Aug 23, 2004 18:35
So much is going on in my head right now! I don't understand why Josh told me all that stuff just to make me feel better, then he decided to break up? I don't understand how from Friday till Sunday I've been broken up with, asked back out, taken a break, then broken up with. I've realized..YOU CAN'T CHANGE GUYS! And you can't make a guy ready for a serious relationship when they're not ready. I'm so tired since I was up till 3 this morning crying. Oh well I called my sis and talked to my mom. I really wanted to call SOMEONE..but I couldn't cause I'm not allowed. Life sucks really bad right about now. I don't have too much homework. I'm so frustrated! So many things are just getting to me.
Today I came home from school and fell asleep. Then I hear someone HONKING and HONKING in front of my yard and my dog is going CRAZY! It was Nat n Liz. It was nice to see them. I feel so crappy I just wanted someone to see :(
Well I'm gonna go..Later.