Jun 12, 2007 22:14
Today I've decided what I want to do in life; what my career will be.
A lot of you will think its crazy, and some of you will support me.
Frankly, I don't care if you think its impossible because I know I can do it, and I know I will do it.
I want to be an actress.
Yes. I'm gonna study everything there is to know about the entire industry. I believe I already have the talent; the only thing I have to do is apply it.
I also think I'm intelligent. Some will probably think I'll be putting my mind to waste...but I don't think I will. I want to accomplish many things in life and acting is just one of the main things.
I really feel like I'm supposed to do this.
I told my parents today. & they support me. You have no idea how good it felt that they were supporting me. My mom is just a little scared for me because of all the rejection I'll face and because all of the negativity of the industry.
She is also a little dissappointed because she thinks I could make a great journalist, doctor, lawyer, whatever.
& I guess I would be able to, but they're not things I would enjoy doing.
I love acting. I love being on the stage. I love it all. Every aspect of it, from producing, to directing, to lighting, to costume and make up, to music, to publicizing.
Its my form of art. I'm not the type who loves or even likes paintings or sculptures or any of that. But acting I do love.
I've been thinking about it for a while now, and I was just too scared to say anything because I know a lot of people won't think I can do it.
But I don't care, I know I can.
Anyway. I went to Barnes & Noble today & I bought "Twilight" and "The Secret". I started reading "The Secret" today and it is amazing. I also went to blockbuster. & I binged on a couple more movies. lol
For those of you who knew; I am no longer not friends with Allan. lol. As in we're friends again.
&& on saturday Katie, Sandra and I want to go to the beach. & we're inviting as many people as possible. Soo if you'd like to come, we're going to Crandon Park (the south entrance) at 11 o'clock. The parking fee is like 5 dollars. So yeah. Come :D
Okay thats all for today. g'bye.