... for the sake of...

Aug 11, 2005 12:32

I haven't updated in a while so I thought why not just type what comes to mind, makes sense considering the title of my LJ. I find myself sitting in front of this computer again just hopeing to chat with someone but every one is away, and i just surf the same old sites google what ever is on my mind hopeing to be inspired and move foward to finish the little projects i have strewn about the ground. I check my bank account and watch as my money leaks away... Its my own damn fault nickle hear dime there, but to be honest it is worth the little money i spend and the stress of it latter just to do something other then sit on my ass at home.
Sitting wouldn't be so bad if i had people to sit with, but most often not to many people want to. I cherish a good conversation even the ones that are stupid in nature but enjoyable while you have them. POPCORN!
My brother just made popcorn never have i smelt something that both was delicious to smell but revolting to think of eating, all at the same time.
School will come soon and the indapendence I lost when I returned here we be regained and my confidence will hopefull begin again. I look foward to the school year. But lets be honest there are many things that can level a man and shatter all hopes he may of had, and you risk that every time you step out into the world.
Wish me luck
Previous post Next post
Up