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Funny Little thought... Everything gets cut now! Anyway, I was thinking that addiction causes desensitizing <--- deffinetly misspelled, anyway again, a dulled version of the origanl feeling, So we realize then that we have become addicted and we strive to be come better, then life comes along as it always has nothing truely diffrent but in the circomstance life hits a little harder... and we find ourselves at our weekest, then the feelings we have been acustom to are back only know because of our weekness they have a new feeling of exileration, the fear is back, the levity of doing something you want so baddly, you need to feel it again like it was. And so here you are in a familar place with familar things that have familar feels as if you have felt them many times before... oh thats right you have! So what does that make you weak and powerless? confused? stuburn? Crazy? ahhh thats it... human.