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I spent the past 2 hours attempting to plan out my remaining time in hartford. If i perservere and manage to get everything that i'm shooting for done this semester, then it is within reason (at the cost of sanity, time, leisure, maybe even video games *snap*) to finish by spring 2009. Neat. A lot of setting this up though banks on my advisor both approving of my plan, answering my questions accurately, and then assisting me in fighting my way into a class. Should be fun to talk my way into this one.
In other news, i have come to realize that i am a very jealous person, but it isnt something that makes sense because it is always the result of my own hesitation/laziness.
So i really cannot come out and say that its an uncontrollable situation because i cant help but shake the thought that i put myself there. i will leave this thought at that, internet.
I would like to say i feel a change coming in my life, and i would embrace it openly if it were true; i fear the change has already come and gone however, and as such i'm wondering if i have to embrace what i've got now. The standard response to this of course is "just make change happen then, you idiot." to be honest i dont know if i am satisfied anymore with what i'm doing now, so maybe that's what i have to do. Like most of the people i like to keep close to me, i'm one to mesh as much with the 'flow' as possible.
If this proves to be a good venture then ill consider updating my blog more often; (dont know how many times i've said that) however, i am looking into switching over to blogspot.com, though i imagine id have significantly less viewers. (read: less than the 3 i have now, down to 0, 1 if i win the google lottery) Dunno if that matters to me.
Oh also i turned 21 and it was fun as hell. (what i remember)
later
In other news, i have come to realize that i am a very jealous person, but it isnt something that makes sense because it is always the result of my own hesitation/laziness.
So i really cannot come out and say that its an uncontrollable situation because i cant help but shake the thought that i put myself there. i will leave this thought at that, internet.
I would like to say i feel a change coming in my life, and i would embrace it openly if it were true; i fear the change has already come and gone however, and as such i'm wondering if i have to embrace what i've got now. The standard response to this of course is "just make change happen then, you idiot." to be honest i dont know if i am satisfied anymore with what i'm doing now, so maybe that's what i have to do. Like most of the people i like to keep close to me, i'm one to mesh as much with the 'flow' as possible.
If this proves to be a good venture then ill consider updating my blog more often; (dont know how many times i've said that) however, i am looking into switching over to blogspot.com, though i imagine id have significantly less viewers. (read: less than the 3 i have now, down to 0, 1 if i win the google lottery) Dunno if that matters to me.
Oh also i turned 21 and it was fun as hell. (what i remember)
later