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this weekend's been pretty awesome. friday, went to the high school carnival and just kinda ran around n' god the rides there were awesome. i felt like i was going crazy on all of em', but in a 'good way'. i saw a bunch of people n' hung out with some people i haven't seen in a while. it was cool though pretty much. then saturday [last night], was our dinner dance thing and we got all fixed up. i have never danced so much in my life. i used to dance a lot but then idk for a while i just kinda lost the passion for it. i dont ever want to lose it again though. i had a blast. however, there was an after party from 11:30 p.m.-2:30 a.m. but no one was really hyped up because i guess they were all tired, which sucked because i was still wanting to run around n' crap. oh well...
and now today is mother's day. i love my mom, although we went shoppin today n' argued over shoes n' crap. she never likes what i like and refuses to like even let me get anything, however, we worked things out and i bought these cute black shoes with a little heel and bow.
um...i'm pretty content with life now. i just need independence before the next school year. i plan to have some real self-confidence and a better self esteem, therefore i should hopefully be able to make more friends and even "fall in love" perhaps? hm....we'll just have to see.
this thursday-saturday our grade goes to Chicago and its gonna be frickin amazing. i'll have an update about that probably by this weekend. overall though, there's only 8 more days of school. yesssss. oh i can't wait. summer this year i have a feeling will be quite awesome.
oh yeah....and why does no one like techno anymore? i mean i suppose it just burned out, but honestly i think its some of the best music. the beats and everything are amazing. it needs to get back on track. i miss hearing it. i'm quite sick of this rap/hip-hop takeover, but that's just my opinion. some i suppose is good if it has a good beat and you subtract the disturbing lyrics. heh.
anyways, that's all for now. take care ♥