Its sucks to be you, sucks to be me.
I am moving again. this time to a far away land of Pennsylvania, we are leaving soon, we being Zak and I. Right after our wedding. O did I mention I was getting married? Yea…I am…isn't that weird? I have known zak since jr high, he was my high school crush and then we started dating sep. 21 2002
It seems so long ago and yet not. We are getting married on the 11th of march and leaving shortly afterwards. Things have been very hectic, I have been the only one really planning things so to speak and the only one doing everything for it. This is definitely not a "movie" wedding or even a TV one. I did my own flowers for the tables, my own veil thankfully Sarah helped me with that. I still do not have my necklace or earrings for the wedding. When I ask for these things…keep in mind my lovelies this wedding is still under 1000 which is less then what is blown off by the wedding "providers" in Vegas every 2 weeks, Zak has not even got his suite yet, and tomorrow we are attending a funeral…one in which the clothing is going to be worn by my family to there and my wedding!
The other day and I quote from my grandfather said " you are trying to get things and act like you are putting on a show for people you don't even know, your acting like this is all about you because you are selfish. You are act like this is a wedding just for you"
My response and I quote "A-duh", no shit this is my day…or…A wedding. What kind of shit is that "you act like your getting married" …no really? This is very stressful and to top it off yesterday I was pick pocketed and my wallet was stolen. With everything in it. I hate February…and frankly right now I hate cali. I don't want to be here and I am tired of every one including most of my friends bitch at me at a time that should be "happy" do any of you fuckers know the meaning of that word …HAPPY..
hap·py
adj. hap·pi·er, hap·pi·est
Characterized by good luck; fortunate.
Enjoying, showing, or marked by pleasure, satisfaction, or joy.
Being especially well-adapted; felicitous: a happy turn of phrase.
Cheerful; willing: happy to help.
This year has sucked so far and so did last. I don't know what I should do…I don't know what I am going to do. I just hope that when I move things get better.
If you want to come to the wedding, ask :-p
boobs...every one loves boobs
It seems so long ago and yet not. We are getting married on the 11th of march and leaving shortly afterwards. Things have been very hectic, I have been the only one really planning things so to speak and the only one doing everything for it. This is definitely not a "movie" wedding or even a TV one. I did my own flowers for the tables, my own veil thankfully Sarah helped me with that. I still do not have my necklace or earrings for the wedding. When I ask for these things…keep in mind my lovelies this wedding is still under 1000 which is less then what is blown off by the wedding "providers" in Vegas every 2 weeks, Zak has not even got his suite yet, and tomorrow we are attending a funeral…one in which the clothing is going to be worn by my family to there and my wedding!
The other day and I quote from my grandfather said " you are trying to get things and act like you are putting on a show for people you don't even know, your acting like this is all about you because you are selfish. You are act like this is a wedding just for you"
My response and I quote "A-duh", no shit this is my day…or…A wedding. What kind of shit is that "you act like your getting married" …no really? This is very stressful and to top it off yesterday I was pick pocketed and my wallet was stolen. With everything in it. I hate February…and frankly right now I hate cali. I don't want to be here and I am tired of every one including most of my friends bitch at me at a time that should be "happy" do any of you fuckers know the meaning of that word …HAPPY..
hap·py
adj. hap·pi·er, hap·pi·est
Characterized by good luck; fortunate.
Enjoying, showing, or marked by pleasure, satisfaction, or joy.
Being especially well-adapted; felicitous: a happy turn of phrase.
Cheerful; willing: happy to help.
This year has sucked so far and so did last. I don't know what I should do…I don't know what I am going to do. I just hope that when I move things get better.
If you want to come to the wedding, ask :-p
boobs...every one loves boobs