Long Hard Road Out of Hell
I can't fight with myself any more, but I can't go to him either, so I don't really know what to do.
I have to understand, I don't fit into his life and I just have to suck that up.
I don't know really what else there is to do. I can't just scream and shake him asking for help.
My father only makes life worst, and I hate him for that. Every member of my family acts as if they can own me, and I just have to let them. There's honestly nothing I can do, and they're cobsantly talking about my looks and weight, and its made me become like I used to be with the food issues. Then to make that just so much better, my grandfather found out papers and stuff that will make me HAVE to move out. So, I'm probably going to have to move out with my aunt, who is a total strict psycho.
How can the man to supported me for 11 years just throw me out on my ass for a total whore? I really hope he's happy after this.
Not much else to say, I just want to die right now.
I have to understand, I don't fit into his life and I just have to suck that up.
I don't know really what else there is to do. I can't just scream and shake him asking for help.
My father only makes life worst, and I hate him for that. Every member of my family acts as if they can own me, and I just have to let them. There's honestly nothing I can do, and they're cobsantly talking about my looks and weight, and its made me become like I used to be with the food issues. Then to make that just so much better, my grandfather found out papers and stuff that will make me HAVE to move out. So, I'm probably going to have to move out with my aunt, who is a total strict psycho.
How can the man to supported me for 11 years just throw me out on my ass for a total whore? I really hope he's happy after this.
Not much else to say, I just want to die right now.