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I realized that I REALLY want to move….Althought those whom I really care for…Ln and them….Well it bugs me so much..So fucking much like this whole fucking weekend did how im forced to re thinka bout ripping Nicoles eyes out thru the back of her head..GOD I HATE her and her FUCKIGN family..I wish I could drive every single one of there fuckign faces into a board of nails… okay well “ THE FOREST WHISPERS MY NAAAAAME!” im so fucking happy CoF is coming out with anew album soon..i need a pit…a VERY fucking crazy one at that… Well I got the chance to get main stage pit tickets I just gotta work off like another 100 bucks when it’s only worth another 50 but hey gotta give to get right….okay well uhm Not sure if Shane still wants to go…haha…we bought him the ticket and the whole not talking to him thing might interfear….so if he doesn’t go ill post on here and I gotta ticket for 150 bucks….but that is upon Shane….haha I had a dream m n him were at a Softball game and I eneded up like streaking across the filed with blue and white all over my body screaming wildly…it was an awkward dream…..haha but ne wayz yea it’s up to him if he still wants to go..regardless if he hates me blah blah I wouldn’t pass up the chance to see Ozzy…Might be his last show even tho he says that EVERY fucking year lol….And well the whole moving situation….i am more or less more pissed and dredding the whole having to pack everything up…If I am FORCED to live with my grandparents for two months to finish out the year I will seriously take razor blades to my eyes…because my grandpa is going to CHARGE us tos tay there…..What a fucking asshole..he is my dad step dad so he is a jackass…and when he had his stroke I seriously was praying…..” God if you are really there, You’ll Smite This Evil from the planet” but noooooo sure enough he had to live miracuresly….i HATE HIM!…..HE IS A BASTARD OLD FUCK WITH NOTHING TO DO THAN TOP PISS PEOPLE OFF….i thretend to kill him once and I seriously almost went up behind him and slit his fucking throat…I HATE that fucker….okay well and my grandma think she knows everything….like everything seriously…I can ask her if she knows how to do physics and she will pretend she does..it’s SO obvious she doesn’t either…its funny for a while but still c’mon..PLUS I’d be forced to sleep on the ground and walk a fucking LONG ways to and from school which will be fucking tormentious….i wont have my computer NOR my fucking DSL….What the FUCK am I to fucking do?!?!?!. . .OHH GAWD WHY?!?!?!…..Someone please let me live with them…
PLEASE LET ME LIVE WITH YOU..ONLY FOR TWO MONTHS…PLEASE..ILL GIVE ANYTHING..
Okay well uhm now that im trapped between killing myself and living with my grandparents for a while until ig et a place in NM I get to stay here caught in the middle of 2 very hard descisions…haha…..I have my fucking ozzfest tickets and my fucking rush tickets…which totally was a bitch to get..if I would hav eknown my dad was gunna be such a bitch about it I would have rather have not have asked for the tickets…god damn them sometimes…okay well back to my friends…all of them know how much I despise parts of them and love whatever is left..but I mean sometimes the girls like…have no manners at all…like most of the time im only a jackass when they bring it upon themselves..im not gunna call you ugly if u ask em if your pretty..but if yer all..Fuck you Patrick what have you done for me why should I get you a dollar blah blah….BITCH WHAT HAVE I NOT DONE FOR YOU?!?!? TELL ME!?…I fucking Defend EACh and EVERY FUCKING person at that fucking table…I fucking would have my eyes ripped out for any one of them..LN doesn’t hang out at the table and she is the ONLY fucking person I can think of who has NEVER fucking gotton me angry enough to want to kill her…I can’t recall me EVER being amd at her…I can remember me getting her mad…but those were playful times haha..and well LN is like the ONLY person at this point whom I would want to stay for…and shane…althought he hates me blah blah I miss him haha..he was SO much better than Daniel and EVERY fucking way..seriously….i dunno why I don’t ge tlaong with guy’s or whatever…but I cannot belive I have been friends with Daniel for so long…I can remember way back in like the 5th grade wher ei wanted him to just leave me alone and not just sorta show up at my house…GOD DAMN HIM!
Im so angry at this point I just want to take a VERY large amout of drugs and see where I get taken….Fucking A…
No more fucking time to cry…Fucking A…ohh did I telly ou guys is aw passion of Christ after thereapy on Friday…and there was one good scene where like jesus was getting chaszised (spelling duh) and well they had these whip things with like razorz and hooks at the end of like 6 or 7seperate strings and it’s line up on all of them..and u see like the guy whip jesus and it flies into his side and then you see like chunks of Flesh fly everywhere..and I could seriously feel the blood splatter all over my face..and the guy whipping him was all laughing and shit…wow…I Loved the gore…..
Okay well that’s my critique of that movie…lol…..my mom and dad where bawling..and I was sitting there trying to contain my laughter…the guy behind me even like yelled at me telling me that it was disrespect ful…so I like turn around give him one of those Who the fuck are you to tell me that looks and spit on the ground inf ront of him and turned back around…he was all old and shit..wow good day…
Okay well this seems long enough don’t you agree…
PLEASE LET ME LIVE WITH YOU..ONLY FOR TWO MONTHS…PLEASE..ILL GIVE ANYTHING..
Okay well uhm now that im trapped between killing myself and living with my grandparents for a while until ig et a place in NM I get to stay here caught in the middle of 2 very hard descisions…haha…..I have my fucking ozzfest tickets and my fucking rush tickets…which totally was a bitch to get..if I would hav eknown my dad was gunna be such a bitch about it I would have rather have not have asked for the tickets…god damn them sometimes…okay well back to my friends…all of them know how much I despise parts of them and love whatever is left..but I mean sometimes the girls like…have no manners at all…like most of the time im only a jackass when they bring it upon themselves..im not gunna call you ugly if u ask em if your pretty..but if yer all..Fuck you Patrick what have you done for me why should I get you a dollar blah blah….BITCH WHAT HAVE I NOT DONE FOR YOU?!?!? TELL ME!?…I fucking Defend EACh and EVERY FUCKING person at that fucking table…I fucking would have my eyes ripped out for any one of them..LN doesn’t hang out at the table and she is the ONLY fucking person I can think of who has NEVER fucking gotton me angry enough to want to kill her…I can’t recall me EVER being amd at her…I can remember me getting her mad…but those were playful times haha..and well LN is like the ONLY person at this point whom I would want to stay for…and shane…althought he hates me blah blah I miss him haha..he was SO much better than Daniel and EVERY fucking way..seriously….i dunno why I don’t ge tlaong with guy’s or whatever…but I cannot belive I have been friends with Daniel for so long…I can remember way back in like the 5th grade wher ei wanted him to just leave me alone and not just sorta show up at my house…GOD DAMN HIM!
Im so angry at this point I just want to take a VERY large amout of drugs and see where I get taken….Fucking A…
No more fucking time to cry…Fucking A…ohh did I telly ou guys is aw passion of Christ after thereapy on Friday…and there was one good scene where like jesus was getting chaszised (spelling duh) and well they had these whip things with like razorz and hooks at the end of like 6 or 7seperate strings and it’s line up on all of them..and u see like the guy whip jesus and it flies into his side and then you see like chunks of Flesh fly everywhere..and I could seriously feel the blood splatter all over my face..and the guy whipping him was all laughing and shit…wow…I Loved the gore…..
Okay well that’s my critique of that movie…lol…..my mom and dad where bawling..and I was sitting there trying to contain my laughter…the guy behind me even like yelled at me telling me that it was disrespect ful…so I like turn around give him one of those Who the fuck are you to tell me that looks and spit on the ground inf ront of him and turned back around…he was all old and shit..wow good day…
Okay well this seems long enough don’t you agree…