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Well people i have tried updating both journals for such a long time. well a full day yesterday. every hour i would try saving every like sentace i wrote but when i went to submit it my computer would freak and when i tried to re do it the stuff i copied ti clip board was. .GONE. . i was so angry. and it smells like anus in my house cuz i had to clean out the fridge of everything unholy. and i god. the smell almost killed me. okay like almost a full year old container of beans from LAST thanxgiving is EXTREAM un sanitary. i seriously almost threw up right there. and like i jumped into the shower to scrub the odor clean of my body. i might as well have been bathing in holy water. it was Searing hot.okay well let me get back to thursday night.
Okay well i was all happy ebcuase i had given my parents money to buy me ENOUGH SINGLE roses for my friends. and even have extra so 50 single flowers should of been enough right. instead they go and buy me 2 bouquets of extreamly expensive flowers which i could have like wonderd into a yard and riped them out of the ground.it sucked. oky well im officially mad at that point and i start yelling. and they yell back and it's alreayd 12 at night becuase my parents don't get off till 12 and like. . im all. . thanx u guys im totally fucked. so there all. . HERE they handed me like 30 bucks and told me to get my ass walking to a store or something. so im all. .. FINE!. i get out the the house and walk a long ways to finally realise im fugging freezing im almost have naked and i freked.lol i seriously wonder'd around montrose and finally found a place around 3 in the morning but realise. HEY IT'S CLOSED!. i barley got home alive my dad picked me up when i was far away and he was al. . I WAS JUST KIDDING WHAT THe FUCK ARE YOU DOING OUT HERE?!and he drove me home i got aobut an hour of sleep we left aorund 5 got fugging flowers came bakc home wrapped single ones and i was all. . fuck i don't have nearly enough. but realised. there gunna be pissed so i mgiht as well. so i did and like i sayed some wher epissed. and during one of my classes one of the girls was telling me how much she wanted more adn blah blah. and i realised. Whayt the FUCK was i thinking. i go out i bust my ass and i nearly freeze to death walking around half naked for these fucks and most of them don't deserve anything from me. what have they given me?!. a tourmentive lunch for the past few months?!Fuck ALL of them. i mean i fugging LOVE athena and she wasn't there the day i gave them out. she was oe of the FEW people that deserved it.i mean those peopel eat MY fucking food and do it REPETETIVLY. i mean i USED to be ablet o leave food at the table and not worrya bout it i used to be able to leave to FIND food and still have a seat when i came back. my table is seriously starting to drive me insane. whenever i get close to start fights between all of them i calmly close my eyes for a mear blink in which an eternity of silent screams roll by an di get up and wodner off. i seriously HATE my table now. OFFICIALLY. . .i buy them so much i would do NE thing for them. Even tho they do so much that pisses me off. okay well i did that and most of them ended up throwing the flowers away. that's okay that. by that time i was just sitting in class wondering. What the muther fucking Father of GODS shit face was i thinking buying anybody anything? athena and Becky. Shane and Ln mostly people NOT at the table NEEDED stuff,. and i only got to get Becky what i watned to give her and i felt like shit cuz i didn;'t have enough moeny to get Ln what i wanted to give her. fucking ANUS!. i was so pissed that day at myself i seriously just walked home after school and screamed to myself all the way down. but surprisingly before i got hom after school friday my da dpicked me up we drop[ped my mom off at work and then we went out bought a whole new X box new controllers a halo game and a few other games and 6 months of X box live.now. i KNOW im a spoiled fuck OFFICIALLy. but considering that's my sacrafice of food for a while. lol we now have 2 X boxes adnw aht not. so i was a tad happy. chane came over that night and we played CS online forever. and uhm yeh that was bascially my weekend. i am so happy Becky liked what i bought her. i bought her about 2 dozen roses (like 100 bucks worth) and guess waht. my dad placed the order for valentines day,. NOT the day before. so i ended up bieng charged another like 30 bucks JUST for that. which was TOTAL crap. and i was so pissed that he did that i just told him to give it to mom ebcuase im not giving becky half wilted flowers on teusday. but i knew that was gunna happen so like before school i had already bought becky her own bouquet of flowers and set everything up so that she got them very cute-like if that makes sence. im glad someone appreciated it. if it wern't for her on teusday i would have brought a lot of miscellanious sharp objects and tore everyones boobs off. . . o wow. . okay well hopefully this dosn't fuck up if it does im going to start crying. ..
Okay well i was all happy ebcuase i had given my parents money to buy me ENOUGH SINGLE roses for my friends. and even have extra so 50 single flowers should of been enough right. instead they go and buy me 2 bouquets of extreamly expensive flowers which i could have like wonderd into a yard and riped them out of the ground.it sucked. oky well im officially mad at that point and i start yelling. and they yell back and it's alreayd 12 at night becuase my parents don't get off till 12 and like. . im all. . thanx u guys im totally fucked. so there all. . HERE they handed me like 30 bucks and told me to get my ass walking to a store or something. so im all. .. FINE!. i get out the the house and walk a long ways to finally realise im fugging freezing im almost have naked and i freked.lol i seriously wonder'd around montrose and finally found a place around 3 in the morning but realise. HEY IT'S CLOSED!. i barley got home alive my dad picked me up when i was far away and he was al. . I WAS JUST KIDDING WHAT THe FUCK ARE YOU DOING OUT HERE?!and he drove me home i got aobut an hour of sleep we left aorund 5 got fugging flowers came bakc home wrapped single ones and i was all. . fuck i don't have nearly enough. but realised. there gunna be pissed so i mgiht as well. so i did and like i sayed some wher epissed. and during one of my classes one of the girls was telling me how much she wanted more adn blah blah. and i realised. Whayt the FUCK was i thinking. i go out i bust my ass and i nearly freeze to death walking around half naked for these fucks and most of them don't deserve anything from me. what have they given me?!. a tourmentive lunch for the past few months?!Fuck ALL of them. i mean i fugging LOVE athena and she wasn't there the day i gave them out. she was oe of the FEW people that deserved it.i mean those peopel eat MY fucking food and do it REPETETIVLY. i mean i USED to be ablet o leave food at the table and not worrya bout it i used to be able to leave to FIND food and still have a seat when i came back. my table is seriously starting to drive me insane. whenever i get close to start fights between all of them i calmly close my eyes for a mear blink in which an eternity of silent screams roll by an di get up and wodner off. i seriously HATE my table now. OFFICIALLY. . .i buy them so much i would do NE thing for them. Even tho they do so much that pisses me off. okay well i did that and most of them ended up throwing the flowers away. that's okay that. by that time i was just sitting in class wondering. What the muther fucking Father of GODS shit face was i thinking buying anybody anything? athena and Becky. Shane and Ln mostly people NOT at the table NEEDED stuff,. and i only got to get Becky what i watned to give her and i felt like shit cuz i didn;'t have enough moeny to get Ln what i wanted to give her. fucking ANUS!. i was so pissed that day at myself i seriously just walked home after school and screamed to myself all the way down. but surprisingly before i got hom after school friday my da dpicked me up we drop[ped my mom off at work and then we went out bought a whole new X box new controllers a halo game and a few other games and 6 months of X box live.now. i KNOW im a spoiled fuck OFFICIALLy. but considering that's my sacrafice of food for a while. lol we now have 2 X boxes adnw aht not. so i was a tad happy. chane came over that night and we played CS online forever. and uhm yeh that was bascially my weekend. i am so happy Becky liked what i bought her. i bought her about 2 dozen roses (like 100 bucks worth) and guess waht. my dad placed the order for valentines day,. NOT the day before. so i ended up bieng charged another like 30 bucks JUST for that. which was TOTAL crap. and i was so pissed that he did that i just told him to give it to mom ebcuase im not giving becky half wilted flowers on teusday. but i knew that was gunna happen so like before school i had already bought becky her own bouquet of flowers and set everything up so that she got them very cute-like if that makes sence. im glad someone appreciated it. if it wern't for her on teusday i would have brought a lot of miscellanious sharp objects and tore everyones boobs off. . . o wow. . okay well hopefully this dosn't fuck up if it does im going to start crying. ..