Jan 15, 2005 20:36
You guy's wanna know something. i realised tonight. that my Absolute Favorite person on this fucking earth has to be Ellyn Sakaye . . She is my Favorite Person. Defenetly the ONLY person i think i would ever defend. like with everything i have. i would defend her from the beaners when she offends them. LN defenetly needs to like Not die until I do. then she can die whenever she wants. becuase if she died before me i would lose it. i would have no one to call me beans. or critisize me for the stupid beaner things i do. i wouldn't hear another rascial slurr from anybody that i love anymore :(. . When u see a line of jews and she just blaintently says a few Slurs and they turna round i stand there trying so So so hard not to laugh my ass off. and then pee myself. it's So hard. LN has got to be the Best fucking Person EVER. If she died before me who would hit me extreamly hard with a history book when i told her i faield another math test. or Who would run into MY room while we were all playing Halo on System Link just to kick me really hard in the stomach becuas ei killed her a lot more.. God Fucking DAMN LN for bieng such a fucking kool person. ok well. . let me get to why i realised this tonight.Becuase im doing dishes and like she called and i called her back cuz i was busy and she picked me up chinese right. so im standing there sayed goodbye and then realised. . im getting panda Express. . and it's from Ln. . and i was all. . i muther fucking LOVE LN!. . .and i realised that i need to be LN's eternal Slave. and she can be my Gawd.
Well thatw as my Update. .i also realised that i have to retake the first semester of math. . -cries-. . .depresisng right but yeh that sux uhm things seems to be settling down. i want nuthing more thn a few cats to chase me home attack me and rake my eyes out. then my life is worthy of living.