I Got A G - r - i - p On Myself And It [[ Feels N.i.c.e. ]]

[tainted_ecstasy]

Nate made several great points today. . not just in his LJ but in a chat as well. Here's a random question to any and all who still read my journal. Is anyone else tired of being miserable? I am. I always tell others how nothing can change unless they themselves change it. It's time to apply that to myself. I don't have to be miserable. I chose to be that way. Pft. I choose not to feel that way anymore. So my college closed. I applied to the University of Paris and I was accepted at Sarah Lawrence, Lyndon State, Purchase, and one more school I never remember. I remember I only applied there because Jon wanted me to go there with him, and it seemed cool. . he was always screaming like a girl about how I had to go there. Lol. I don't mind spending a semester in NY, to help out my Dad and then going back to school. Life is too short to spend it being miserable. I'm going to start trying to see the glass as half-full, not half-empty. This isn't meant as an insult of sorts, to anyone at all. I love you guys. . and if you need to vent/talk about anything, anything at all, I want you to know I will do everything and anything within my power to be there every step of the way for any of you, should you need me. I want to be there, for all of you. This is just a personal realization for me.

-- Get a g - r - i - p -- on yourself you know you should
I got a g - r - i - p on myself and it [[ feels good ]]
-- Get a g - r - i - p -- on yourself t_a_k_e my advice
I got a g - r - i - p on myself and it [[ feels n.i.c.e ]]