So...who talked?
Ok...so I posted about feeling the urge to forgive Jessie...then within a few days I have a friends request on MySpace...I know I said I was feeling the urge...the important thing was that I was trying to fight it...and its so much harder to do when shes pushing back...
I was nearly sick when I saw the request, a friend thinks thats a good thing, but I'm not so sure...
This has all put a damper on my mood somewhat.
Its telling somewhat that I haven't blocked her, and that the friend request is sat in my inbox waiting for attention...and I hate the fact that I can already hear thoughts with vague directions towards 'the possibilities'
I need to get drunk, anyone fancy giving me a hand? Let me know
I was nearly sick when I saw the request, a friend thinks thats a good thing, but I'm not so sure...
This has all put a damper on my mood somewhat.
Its telling somewhat that I haven't blocked her, and that the friend request is sat in my inbox waiting for attention...and I hate the fact that I can already hear thoughts with vague directions towards 'the possibilities'
I need to get drunk, anyone fancy giving me a hand? Let me know