Feb 04, 2008 12:44
I have recently realised something disconcerting...when I'm being nice Mr Tainted I have all these...thoughts...that most of you must be familiar with...the self destructive ones...the ones that will probably end up sticking me in some kind of institution...the ones about death and eating people and hurling sharp things into the nearest fleshy thing...
When I'm actually BEING self destructive...all I can hear...are bloody christian worship songs...whats that all about...
Now I personally don't have anything against the songs...but when I'm being destructive...its...distracting...and as I have already said...disconcerting...
I have to wait about 2 1/2 weeks till the doc I'm seeing in Hull decides if I need a psych...despite the psychs in York INSISTING that I get one as soon as I get back...("oh I need you medical records, I think your just depressed, what do you mean more qualified people have said otherwise")
If the git decides I just need a councillor I might just give him reason to institutionalise me.
Also...hello...
Its been a while