another shitty day
ah.. i know semalam i promised to post up pictures and study econ and citer about how Maddox claimed his regal place on top of the food chain, but akhirnye kesemua yang disebut tidak dilakukan. yes, lets do the lazy wave *woooooooo.. uuu*
*enormous yawn*
i just had dinner, cooked it myself i did. kacang buncis with sos tiram and fishballs and sambal udang with petai. yes petai and i don't care what u think. i'd burp to ur face but i'm too lazy. lemme 'lone.
oh. a new story though. i received a call from kakcik at about 9am, papa's factory terbakar. ngaa. memang la tak boleh tido balik kan. called mum, she was already on the way to tengok the place. apparently the fire started at about 1am and it was under control at 10am. 9 hours of flaming automobile parts. pop says it could be an arson case. *insert fairly long and creative curses here*
i was pretty down the whole day, worried sick about my dad, him being not well and all. then came the terrifying thought about how this might take it's toll on my family. as if we're not financially challenged enough. *seriously cursing my ass off now* i hope we'll find whoever did this and skin his fucking hide and then throw him unto a blazing barbeque pit. asshole.
see, now i'm getting myself all riled up again. *inhale..exhale* tapi like mama cakap, this is a form of musibah and we have to be strong and keep on praying so that we can survive thru this ordeal. amin.
so hence, after careful consideration, i need to get myself a job. badly. so babies if you hear anything opening up, let me know. honestly i'm not sure what job would suit me since ive never worked before. i'm thinking of being a tutor for the younger generation if nothing comes up. *shrugs*
ok now i'm starting to feel bad again. i need a hug :(
pop i hope you're doing ok. babe rindu.
agh.
*enormous yawn*
i just had dinner, cooked it myself i did. kacang buncis with sos tiram and fishballs and sambal udang with petai. yes petai and i don't care what u think. i'd burp to ur face but i'm too lazy. lemme 'lone.
oh. a new story though. i received a call from kakcik at about 9am, papa's factory terbakar. ngaa. memang la tak boleh tido balik kan. called mum, she was already on the way to tengok the place. apparently the fire started at about 1am and it was under control at 10am. 9 hours of flaming automobile parts. pop says it could be an arson case. *insert fairly long and creative curses here*
i was pretty down the whole day, worried sick about my dad, him being not well and all. then came the terrifying thought about how this might take it's toll on my family. as if we're not financially challenged enough. *seriously cursing my ass off now* i hope we'll find whoever did this and skin his fucking hide and then throw him unto a blazing barbeque pit. asshole.
see, now i'm getting myself all riled up again. *inhale..exhale* tapi like mama cakap, this is a form of musibah and we have to be strong and keep on praying so that we can survive thru this ordeal. amin.
so hence, after careful consideration, i need to get myself a job. badly. so babies if you hear anything opening up, let me know. honestly i'm not sure what job would suit me since ive never worked before. i'm thinking of being a tutor for the younger generation if nothing comes up. *shrugs*
ok now i'm starting to feel bad again. i need a hug :(
pop i hope you're doing ok. babe rindu.
agh.