The urge to bawl like a baby today has been almost overwhelming.
Papa called about half an hour upon waking up. I guess mum told him about me being sick. Common courtesy made him asked me how I was, and after 10 seconds of explaining my health condition he went straight to the point to inform me that he’d be handing down my sister’s phone line to me. I am not overjoyed for he sounded quite disgruntled. And at the end of the phone call there was no, “take care babe, makan ubat and get well soon. Sayang baby.”
Oh how the men in my life know how to make me feel so special.
What a lousy start of the day. He also nagged me about my expenses. What expenses!!! Warggghhh. I do not want to get started on this issue for you will hear no end of it.
Anyway, today has been quite an uneventful day. Nothing special happened, not that I was expecting anything.
oh I broke my promise, smoked a hell lot of ciggies due to the stress. Will be paying for that later tonight, will be expecting some major killer coughs *cringe*. Oh which reminds me, I haven’t touched my medicine for today. Will do so when I’m done with this entry.
I’m feeling pretty chirpy now, which is quite a surprise since it has been a horrible few days. But somehow my mood has been lifted, thanks to good companions :D
Oh oh, as of 12 am tonight, I will be self proclaiming myself as single. Don’t ask me why, I just feel like that’s a sensible thing to do since my so called anniversary with a certain faceless someone has burnt to dust. Drama you say? Sure, after six years of hard work, you’d somehow feel the same if you’re left unappreciated. So I say screw you. *raise fist in air*
Maybe I should get a cat again. A nice sweet little kitty. I do so miss Totti *tear* wherever you are Tot, I hope you’re faring off well on your own. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxox
Tsk, negotiation skill’s groupmate who ditched me and ash is calling me like numerous times. Its hell annoying. I did asked for his name and I.D before submitting the assignment but he ditched us. Apparently he was pissed because we were a tad late. Pastu now nak call call nak masuk balik dalam group. Im not answering his calls, nor replying his messages. Nah I’m not that cruel. Wanna see him sweat a little. Will discuss this with ash kejap lagi once she wakes up.
Okay enough babbling. Im hungry. Gonna raid the fridge. Satu hari tak makan. Tummy is going insane. =(
See you, my babies.