Sep 11, 2006 12:28
Just when you think you know someone, they will somehow dissapoint the fuck out of you.
Having close/trusted/best friends comes with responsibilities; to comfort, to trust, to be loyal to, to love, to be there when the other person is in big bloody trouble, to honestly and sincerely fucking care.
Call me a conservative, but if you apply for the title (by being close to me, and know my secrets, and aware that i would do anything to help you), get ready for the expectation i'll have for you.
why?
Because i will NEVER fucking EVER leave you out to dry.
If you don't like your responsibilities, then LEAVE. Don't fool me into thinking you care and that you'd be there for me. Don't make me go out of my way to please you and help you when you are not willing to do the fucking same thing for me.
Now when everything is over and done, suddenly you people come running to me. Where the bloody fuck were you when i needed you?
I told you what happened because in my head i just felt like i had to tell my close/trusted/best friends, for comfort, for advices, for whatever else reasons. But you people left me. During the most traumatizing moment of my life, and you left me. Thanks. After years of being friends, now you're showing me what it's all worth. Well better late than never.
I'm not the type to resort to revenge. I may be bitter but i'm not into revenge. But let me tell you this, how you treated me had opened my eyes. There won't be much expectations for you now, and vice versa for your expectations of me.
Forever friends are bullshit. You just have the ones you really trust.
Thank you you guys, the ones that stuck by me. i needed that. i can't explain how i appreciate you for being there.
I love you so so much like you wont believe.
like what i always say, beyond fucking beyond.
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