A return?
Dear Journal of online-ness,
Due to someone's *blinks* asking if i had a live journal, I’ve decide to start writing again i spose, spewing forth the... hmmm how shall we say psychosis which lives and enrages within my mind.
Hmmm, today was actually alright? better then yesterday? and the day before? well lets just say that was hell waiting for dad to complete the agreement and shit for our new car? Honda Civic Hybrid? sounds smexy as hey? but truly its a piece of shit and i rather him have something else then it since its a petrol, electric hunk of junk-ness of poop's ville. But then again i get the cougar so no complaining there...? or am i complaining? a Tee hee boo hoo.
Foxy... a friend... kindly added these words to me which... i might add fueled a so called depression which lingers amongst the mind of the evolved.
foXy™ says:
...the truth i think you need to walk totally.. i feel you and i have so many parallels in our relationships, we both fell in love with people who we thought were so caring and kind from the heart, who wanted us so much, but sheepy you deserve respect ... respect is number one.. are you getting it? i dont think so and i don’t think you ever will.. im sorry to say so.. i think that you are being used like i was used... Doesn’t mean she doesn’t like you but she isn’t in love and doesn’t want to dedicate herself to you.
Kind words from foxy? you tell me.
Im just confused, empty, and clouded in a mist of hidden lies with deceptions i would guess? But i do know when i feel for someone and i do know that i won’t turn my back on that feeling because it’s the only thing that i believe is real in my life right now.
Be strong, live long, and die fast.
Fluff.
..TD..
Due to someone's *blinks* asking if i had a live journal, I’ve decide to start writing again i spose, spewing forth the... hmmm how shall we say psychosis which lives and enrages within my mind.
Hmmm, today was actually alright? better then yesterday? and the day before? well lets just say that was hell waiting for dad to complete the agreement and shit for our new car? Honda Civic Hybrid? sounds smexy as hey? but truly its a piece of shit and i rather him have something else then it since its a petrol, electric hunk of junk-ness of poop's ville. But then again i get the cougar so no complaining there...? or am i complaining? a Tee hee boo hoo.
Foxy... a friend... kindly added these words to me which... i might add fueled a so called depression which lingers amongst the mind of the evolved.
foXy™ says:
...the truth i think you need to walk totally.. i feel you and i have so many parallels in our relationships, we both fell in love with people who we thought were so caring and kind from the heart, who wanted us so much, but sheepy you deserve respect ... respect is number one.. are you getting it? i dont think so and i don’t think you ever will.. im sorry to say so.. i think that you are being used like i was used... Doesn’t mean she doesn’t like you but she isn’t in love and doesn’t want to dedicate herself to you.
Kind words from foxy? you tell me.
Im just confused, empty, and clouded in a mist of hidden lies with deceptions i would guess? But i do know when i feel for someone and i do know that i won’t turn my back on that feeling because it’s the only thing that i believe is real in my life right now.
Be strong, live long, and die fast.
Fluff.
..TD..