Mar 29, 2006 20:30
We are all searhing for something in life. is it love? meaning? answers to everything? Others just deal with what life throws. They search for a job. a way to live. Happiness is what we all seek. Something that we feel can elude us a lot. Nobody likes feeling sad or depressed. The sad truth is that it happens. You shouldn't try and supress it, to bottle it up, try to throw it away, cause it will all come back. And its part of being human. Emotion. Raw, plentiful, especially during the teenage years. But emotion is not just a bunch of sparks and signals running through your brain. Its so much more then that. Not only are you expierencing it through your physical body, but also within your spirit. Expierencing each gives the individual an influence in thought and how they should run thier lives. it changes everyday. They say knowledge is power, but knowledge can only get you so far. Thought and knowledge are completly different. You can memorize facts, research, formats, words. You can memorize it all, and your life would be wasted. Thought is infinite. Opinion is infinite. When your mind is wrapped around something so solidly, you gain knowledge through thought, and that is more valuable then any scientific fact. Thinking and thinking is what you will do for the rest of your life, sometimes without even realizing it. But to much thought can also be a bad thing, often leading to isolation or even in the most extreme cases, insanity. Its why we have created distractions like tv, books, radio. Music. I see people waste their time in front of these machines before they fall asleep. I myself try to think about things before i give in to the melatonin that is coursing through my brain. Mostly about my life. Sometimes its not all sad. I find myself blessed with a beautiful girl that will love me no matter what. Love is what you can find the most thought. I believe is the most beutiful, best emotion i can feel, but it can also be the most damaging when it either crashes, or its not true to what it should be, or if it wasn't meant to be at all. Yet when it works out, and you are truly in love, it can bring the most joyfull happiness that you can find. YOu find that true, that eternal love, and your set for life. A warnign to all though. Nothing is perfect, and you will always find complications in your life. True love is the same.
In closing, yes i've been thinking a lot. No rena, i won't re-open them. Please, think about what i say here. Love you all.