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When did I get so.....old?
I'm engaged, I don't go out, I don't go shopping, I don't get new outfits, money is ruling my life, I'm not allowed to get drinks or Adam gets cranky. I wish he would go out with me and my friends. When I convince him to he has a good time but it's so hard to do.
When do I get to act my own age? I feel like if I was, people would accuse me of not being Courtney anymore, but I guess that's nothing new.
I'm just feeling a bit depressed and lonely.
Not being able to afford our trip to Chicago in November is sad, but we get to go to ICON now.
I guess I feel like I'm surviving, instead of living.
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FUCK I HAVE TO FINISH THAT SCARLET WITCH COSTUME FOR ICON GURAAAHHH!!!
I'm engaged, I don't go out, I don't go shopping, I don't get new outfits, money is ruling my life, I'm not allowed to get drinks or Adam gets cranky. I wish he would go out with me and my friends. When I convince him to he has a good time but it's so hard to do.
When do I get to act my own age? I feel like if I was, people would accuse me of not being Courtney anymore, but I guess that's nothing new.
I'm just feeling a bit depressed and lonely.
Not being able to afford our trip to Chicago in November is sad, but we get to go to ICON now.
I guess I feel like I'm surviving, instead of living.
....
FUCK I HAVE TO FINISH THAT SCARLET WITCH COSTUME FOR ICON GURAAAHHH!!!