drowning by numbers
Was in the emergency room on monday.
I woke up feeling a bad tummy ache, considered staying home but decided to go to school anyway.
I stepped off campus to get some air, and talked with an acquaintance for a bit
then I began blacking out
I couldn't see, I couldn't hear... I plopped down in the middle of the road, unable to walk.
He managed to pull me up and walk me back to the school. I wanted to call my parents but I couldn't see the words on my phone so I waited for a bit.
got home. mom said it was food poisoning.
Couple hours later I was at the hospital... getting pumped up with morphine. tehe, I like morphine.
Turns out I have massive ovarian cysts. They are filled with blood, and the size of an ORANGE.
One seemed to have popped, causing me so much pain I blacked out.
The other is still there. Thanks to percocet I'm back at school. They told me the other one will probably pop too.
Could perhaps be endometriosis
I hope with all my heart that it isn't.
Not being able to have children would kill me, I would see no reason to live.