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last post of the year.
2008 wasn't good or bad. it was better than 2007 because i didn't get my kids taken away. but i didn't get them back either, even htough this should have been over by now.
my year was full of parenting classes, evaluations, councellers, court, lawyers, backstabbing psychotic ex-friends, supervised visits, and a mother that won't let me forget the burden on my shoulders.
on the plus side, i have an apartment.
i don't even want to do anything tonight. i don't even want to stay up until midnight. i sort of just want to go to bed now. it's only seven. i love being depressed, i really do. just as much as i love my life.
maybe i shouldn't bitch. i have indoor plumbing, running hot water, someplace to live, food to eat, and not only a computer, a fucking internet connection. that's already better than 3/4 of the world. so i have nothing to be depressed over. what, some court and government agencies are on my ass? at least i'm not in prison, being raped daily because of things i've been falsely accused of.
yet.
fuck you, 2008. and honestly? it will never get better. just diffrent.
2008 wasn't good or bad. it was better than 2007 because i didn't get my kids taken away. but i didn't get them back either, even htough this should have been over by now.
my year was full of parenting classes, evaluations, councellers, court, lawyers, backstabbing psychotic ex-friends, supervised visits, and a mother that won't let me forget the burden on my shoulders.
on the plus side, i have an apartment.
i don't even want to do anything tonight. i don't even want to stay up until midnight. i sort of just want to go to bed now. it's only seven. i love being depressed, i really do. just as much as i love my life.
maybe i shouldn't bitch. i have indoor plumbing, running hot water, someplace to live, food to eat, and not only a computer, a fucking internet connection. that's already better than 3/4 of the world. so i have nothing to be depressed over. what, some court and government agencies are on my ass? at least i'm not in prison, being raped daily because of things i've been falsely accused of.
yet.
fuck you, 2008. and honestly? it will never get better. just diffrent.